Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Emotion/s: Tired, normal...

Current Song: Here Without You by 3 Doors Down

I haven't post up for weeks. Either things were too normal or no time to write. RAGE! is around the corner (as in next month) and the band is still in quite a bad form; Managements and stuffs, dramas of some sort but I pray that our debut will be nice. InsyaAllah...

After a month of draught-kinda weather, rainless et al only these couple of days we started to have downpours. Alhamdulillah...extreme weather changes causes fevers but I don't mind. Rain is good. :)


I'm jealous with some people around me. I miss having fun with my own family, spending some quality time with them, especially when dad's around...

I'm kinda jealous & sad when I see a family around having fun, but then I pray that all the families stick and unite together even till death.

Nothing much coming out for now. All I can do is just move on, looking for something to make things better. Working my a** off day & night for a living, and for my family too. Even though I'm much to be hated at some point but I'm just doing what I had to do. In spite of being sad, I decided to move on. I have my support; God, family, friends and good Samaritans all round around me, helping me in many unexpected ways.

Allah is great. Nothing is impossible to Allah.

Many thanks to my sweet A for being understanding. Your sacrifices are priceless. Each time I thought about you is nothing but prayers for your well-being & safety, as it goes to your side of good families and friends.

I'm missing you over here. I'll do my best. :) Wishing you the best too.

Sunday, February 05, 2012
A Man's Ballad

Emotion/s: Normal...

Current Song: Makka na Chikkai by Fukuyama Yoshiki

A Man's Ballad

I'm sorry for everything
And all the things I've done for you
I'm sorry 'cos I feel
I'm not good enough for you

I'm doing the best I can
To make you feel I'm your man
I want you to understand that
I'm doing the best I can

I may not have much time to see you
Or maybe say a word at all
You see I have much at hand
I'm doing the best I can
For you
and for us too...

Recalling, I've been dreaming
We're on the white clouds together
And it's just you and me
Wish I can be there forever
Just us; You and I...

Monday, January 30, 2012
Short post for AJL 2012 review

Emotion/s: Hurt, tired...

Current Song: Kisah Hati by Alyah

Woke up in a sudden, well, not that sudden, I mean, the energy kicked in bit by bit...

Anugerah Juara Lagu 2012 is over. Hafiz AF7 won by the song of Awan Nano composed by M. Nasir and lyrics by Budi Hikayat. Not bad. Congratulations!

But then the song Kisah Hati seemed touching...

Just watched it at home and fell asleep at some points where I missed. Dang! But oh well... I'll watch the rest when the official video comes out on Youtube. Haha!

Hungry, but must refrain from having food in this hour


*looks at the tummy*

Oh, boy...

... and I missed my workout regime for like... 2 weeks?

Okay that's it, I'm going back to sleep...

Miss you.

Saturday, January 28, 2012
Random ramblings

Emotion/s: Normal, blurry a bit

Current Song: Heroes by The Wallflowers

Just finished the piano class...

Anyway last night some friends treated me on one of the best steak house at Ampang. Thanks a lot to Gems & Flame13th! Praying all the best for you guys.

Suzi's Corner's next!

Hurhurhur... no credit left for me to call or text out. Hard time is hard but anyway I'll walk to the nearest shop to get it.

Sorry for that, Miss A...

Technically I'm still feeling tired and sleepy, and come to think of that I think I just had enough rest. At the same time it happened that my friend the piano teacher told me that she wanna continue sleeping back at home right after the class. She's still tired because of Chinese New Year celebration last night, and in late afternoon she'll be going to some open house.

Supposed to be having a free-jam session this late afternoon but then need to see how. Sorry guys but you have to contact me in this first few hours.

Enough random babblings. I need to do something productive.


Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Emotion/s: Upset

Current Song: None

Thinking of quitting? Sure.

- Write the damn notice (with leaving period)
- Face the boss.
- Let him/her spit to your face.
- Let it burn.
- Face the shame.
- Once the period ends, leave and if can, never come back. Ever.

End of Story.

Think that you have no guts to face it? Then face the annoying boss, and get tortured for life as long as you stay there.


Face a day's pressure then get relieved & happy next.

Don't know what to put in your notice? Simply say that you have a better job offer. The rest you can add yourself. Case closed.


.. still can't do it? Do this.

Come to the office and bring the notice (or email which I think is much safer, if cannot, nevermind), pray a lot to Allah s.w.t, recite those surah or du'as all you can remember.

Then face the boss.

Rest the case to the Almighty. InsyaAllah.

As for my side, I'm praying for your safety over this, and all the best to you, dear love. Sorry but I'm doing (and already did) the best I can in this issue. I bet you have already gained enough tips and advices from other people as well.

I understand that this seems like your first time doing all this in the real world. It's hard but YOU HAVE TO MAKE A MOVE or you'll stay, which I bet that you don't wanna stay.

The decision is yours.

Good luck.

p/s: I love you.

Saturday, January 21, 2012
Movie review and the concerning

Emotion/s: Normal...

Current Song: What A Wonderful World by Louis Armstrong

Last night me & some colleagues went to watch this movie which just came out couple of days ago...

Giant lizard? Nah...

The story is about a boy who wanna decode some mysterious message came from a random radio signal while at the same time, looking for a place recalled from Jules Verne's novel, The Mysterious Island. Apparently Hank (Dwayne Johnson), the boy's guardian decoded the message and somehow found the location of the fabled place.

... and no I'm not spoiling a thing. GO WATCH IT! It's a pretty good movie, really.

This morning my dear A went back to her hometown, looking for comfort with her parents while trying to figure out how to get her out of her hell-hole workplace. Sayang, whatever decision you wanna make, it's best to consult your father. I bet he knows best. All I can do here is just pray for your safety & well-being, and ready to give a hand whenever needed. I'll do my best and I hope you too will do your best. Never forget that Allah s.w.t will help those who are patient in His test.

I miss you.

Wednesday, January 18, 2012
Of Mission, Zombies and Megalodon

Emotion/s: Tired, half sleepy, half conscious

Current Song: X-Files Theme by Mark Snow

Been a while since the last update...

Anyway weeks ago, me & dear miss A went for a movie. Same movie watched with my friends a week after.

...no kidding.

Not bad. The actions are quite superb. Storyline, so-so. The theme song is just so evergreen, so unforgettable. I missed the good ol' series. Rating 5/10.

When I watched it with my friends, I remembered and cherished the day I had it with miss A. Makes me misses you more. ;)

Had an interview at UOA building, Bangsar (again!) last week. Different company this time. It's some sort of financial consultant company. The interview was quite a success and I'm supposed to wait for their call this week. If they happened not to call means I need to check back to them.

... and the interviewer thought I was Chinese... LOL!

Anyway, finished reading this novel adapted from a recently released game, Dead Island. A survival-horror game that's able to be played multiplayer via LAN/Internet. Reminds me much of Resident Evil franchise with total multiplayer team-up of Left 4 Dead series.

The story's kinda cool, although the game was kinda average by reviews (that's what I heard). Story of 4 people of different backgrounds met in an aeroplane came to Banoi island, called by certain organization that handle blood donation services (kinda like gameshow winners' prize of holiday). Kinda confusing from this part. Had no idea how to put it. You read yourself if you wanna know.

Then, that night a massive zombie outbreak started, infected the whole island overnight. The unlikely team of 4 joins up to survive the island while working out to get rescued.

Overall review, it's just another typical zombie story, only with more gore and violence. In some reasons this smells better than RE.

Right after that, time to catch up the 3rd book of Steve Alten's MEG saga...

... and that oversized maw can swallow a bus whole.

I've read some reviews that this 3rd installation stinks. Guess I have to finish it to find out.

Okay, that's it for now. Think that my body's calling me back to sleep.

Last but not least, I just wanted to express that dear A, I love you so much. Hope that you can overcome the pressure. The working world is never really that welcoming at first but I pray that you'll be fine always. Stay safe, patience and leave the rest to Allah s.w.t.

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