Save Green / &I'm Green; Fill me in

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Fool's Prayer

Emotion/s : Worried, Total sadness, Crying, broken....what else?

Current Song : Angel by Wheesung

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Uncanny worries & sad since morning have brought me to a part which i don't want it to happen. It hasn't happen yet really, but I just felt the presence, like waves of pop-ups on my brain's monitor. I cried on what her did today.

Oh, God....please help me, I beg for Your mercy. Please save our relationship...bless us with patience in our lives. Give us hope and strength to carry our burdens and pass in every single tests of Yours. I love her so much i don't know why at first, but then I realized what You mean.
You wanted me to be thankful, and yes, thank You, Allah, for giving us chance to be together.
And I remember Your words saying that "Materials aren't permanent in this world", and yes, I realized, and always remember that. You give, and You take back. I beg for Your forgiveness.

But when the time comes for us to depart...

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O Allah, I'm only human...give me strength to overcome this. I'm feeling so broken. Although my tears' running dry, sooner or later they'll flow again, and that time my wounds will surely open. You, my God, the Almighty, only You who know everything, and I leave the rest on You. I'm Yours, and I let You decide. You always want to give the best to everyone, but it's us who never care....Please save us, please....

What else but to cry....I'm such a fool, yes, a fool I am...

♠/MY Green Personalities

Khair a.k.a Gypsydres
Talks as much as he observes
As emo as his gh3ys.
Hard as rock and twice as sensitive :)

♣/ The Green Hobbies

Anime, manga, games~~
Cosplay~~ (just started)
Writing poems and stuffs
Reading stuffs
Slacking :p
Chatting (I'm talkative XD)
ParaPara Paradise
Initial D arcade (not pro) ^^"

...and the rest you ask yourself.