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Friday, June 22, 2007

Intermission : The Finals // Random stuffs

Emotion/s : Random, but thinking about the finals, missing...

Current Song : Killing My Love by Leslie Parrish

Haiz....The finals are approaching. Projects and researchs must be done. Fortunately, most of the horrors are to be done groups, but yes, there are some who won't cooperate. I had that kinda person and I don't want anyone like that inside my group. Unfortunately for the most of my classmates, they have poor English, and all of the briefings, handouts and discussions are to be done in English! Poor them, but if only they know how important it is to learn this lingua franca...

After some months of studying here, it seems that the lecturers are quite friendly and tolerable. Much better than those at my former studyplace long ago. But what I hate is, we have more research than designing. Well, not really a problem for me ( because I'm tired of graphic design stuffs already muahaha >8D ) but for my classmates, they're so just hate to read. They only wanted to do designs and handworks. An advantage, yes, but at the same time I pity them. And seems that only me & less than a hand more that can converse and write English well. =(

Oh yeah, I don't know what drives me, but I'm really swooning into Eurobeat songs, like those of that Initial D soundtracks and ParaParaParadise themes. Makes me wanna dance like silly =P
but yes, I enjoyed those songs. =)

It's been 3rd week (forgot, maybe 4th) since I see her online. Last Monday I had myself an offline message from her, telling me that she's fine and nothing to worried about. I'm not satisfied because she didn't answer this question; what she's been doing?

I still love her, and I believed that she's now have a job. Good for her and I pray for her always. Missed her so much. I love you, -CherryLia- <3

Saturday, June 16, 2007

2 weeks after the date

Emotion/s : A little upset, missing that someone....and sick.

Current Song : Remember Me by Leslie Parrish

It's been 2 weeks since our last date, and yes, she's absent from her msn until now. Anyway I wonder if she already have herself a temporay job now (nothing to do with cyber cafe). Well, if she did so, I'd be glad too. But is it so hard to contact me? If cannot by phone, she still can use emails, or at least offline msges, rite? =( Even when I write this, she hasn't appear still...

Yesterday my cousin & her family came from Singapore for a visit. Hahaha....I was kinda boring really since I have to follow them to Sogo & Jalan Masjid India....but really, I had my fun time by dropping myself into the arcade, playing Initial D & ParaParaParadise. =)

Hmm...dunno what else to put here...my beloved -CherryLia- , do contact me. I'm missing you so much...I love you...<3

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Mad over GE // Random thoughts (2)

Emotion/s : A little anxious, anticipating over Granado Espada...with the fear of the assignments.

Current Song : Express Love by Mega NRG Man

Darn it all! Blaming my friends for poisoning me with Granado Espada (GE). Aarrrgghhh....can't...stop...myself....(in a process of zombification). 10 bucks BURNED just then, played since afternoon till dusk. What a LOL?!! Now here I am at the cyber cafe, thirst for more GE.

I reccomended my girlfriend to give this game a try. Hope she likes it. Love her so much. <3

Waaaaa.......I got assignments to be done, but here I am with GE! Silly me.... ><"

*In hunger of Initial D arcade, ParaParaParadise & nGranado Espada. Waaarrgghhfff!!??!!*

Saturday, June 02, 2007

Love for books : Another piece found // A plea from the boyfriend

Emotion/s : Relieved, happy with a hint of satisfaction...and love.

Current Song : Life by Yui

We had a date today at KLCC...met each other at last. I'm relieved that she has a job at her usual cyber cafe at Cheras. Although that she could only work when the manager asked her to, it's enough so far for a girl like her, well, giving her oppurtunity to peep another job at other places.

We've visited the KL Book Fair at the Convention Centre, and started from there I started to know that she loves to read books, especially romantic-genred novel and large hardcovered books about stuffs like UFO, dinosaurs, machines and lots more....our passion are the same. I felt really...well, fine and yes...we're getting to love each other even more. Whoa....the books are at discounts....but sadly I can't even buy one since I was lack of money.

Yes, blaming myself for the bad thoughts and anything else that related to it. I should've not let myself being overrunned by those because my darling has been trying hard to meet me, and yes, our meeting is kinda short since she has to leave early for work. If you're reading this, my love -CherryLia-, I'm sorry for my overly concern. I was a person that tries to think think best but now I've becoming much of what I hate. Sorry again, darling, and please forgive me...

Hmm...looking forward to meet her again next time. Although our meeting was just merely 3 hours, I'm happy, and yes, happy as she did as I looked inside her eyes. I'm getting to love her more. Darling, I love you so much...<3

...Oh my God! I got 3, no, 4 assignments to be done! ><" 3 of them are just photoshop works and they're still can be done for. I just hate ot when doing reports, research and stuffs because I just hate to do those! The topic about salary raise among the Government servants never piqued my interest, never.

Ganbate ne, Gypsy-kun!....and to my beloved darling, I'll love you always...<3

Friday, June 01, 2007

Bored // Emo thoughts...

Emotion/s : Bored, petrified, missing someone...

Current Song : Lonely Love by Sophie

I'm so bored, really. My girlfriend hasn't been online for days. I thought that she might have something to done for, and probably she must been having a job now. Well, if she did, I'm happy. At least she could earn money for herself and for our date, too. ^^ But yes, I'll miss her a lot more since she might can't be online for a longer period. But really, I like it when she got the job that she wanted.

Now inside a cyber cafe (which I shouldn't go because I have to save my money for the date, and now I'm using it ><"), waiting for her to get online, and yes, to download my antivirus update. Somehow the bad thoughts haven't come to an end...and I'm so hating it real bad. I have to control myself before things get any worse...and yes, during my trip back home before the Friday prayer I cried silently inside the bus when the thought of me breaking her up and fights came barging in (God forbid and I'm pleading to You, help us prevent this).

It's been a month since our last date, and yes, I'm still haven't get the answer from her yet (C'mon Gypsy...you can't be emo on this...). Seriously I wanted to talk to her bad the bad thing is that she hasn't have her own handphone. If she contacted me, she'll be using her dad's. Worse, waiting for her to sms me feeling like ages. ><" I hope that she managed to get herself one someday. If I had money I'm sure to buy her one, but I myself is almost broke!

My friend itsDEJAvu is coming to KL this month (me : YAY! XD). There'll be a lot to talk about when she's here. I'd like her to meet my girlfriend too, and yes, I hope the trip will be done as scheduled.

-CherryLia- my love, I miss you....and I love you very much... <3