Save Green / &I'm Green; Fill me in

Friday, June 01, 2007

Bored // Emo thoughts...

Emotion/s : Bored, petrified, missing someone...

Current Song : Lonely Love by Sophie

I'm so bored, really. My girlfriend hasn't been online for days. I thought that she might have something to done for, and probably she must been having a job now. Well, if she did, I'm happy. At least she could earn money for herself and for our date, too. ^^ But yes, I'll miss her a lot more since she might can't be online for a longer period. But really, I like it when she got the job that she wanted.

Now inside a cyber cafe (which I shouldn't go because I have to save my money for the date, and now I'm using it ><"), waiting for her to get online, and yes, to download my antivirus update. Somehow the bad thoughts haven't come to an end...and I'm so hating it real bad. I have to control myself before things get any worse...and yes, during my trip back home before the Friday prayer I cried silently inside the bus when the thought of me breaking her up and fights came barging in (God forbid and I'm pleading to You, help us prevent this).

It's been a month since our last date, and yes, I'm still haven't get the answer from her yet (C'mon Gypsy...you can't be emo on this...). Seriously I wanted to talk to her bad the bad thing is that she hasn't have her own handphone. If she contacted me, she'll be using her dad's. Worse, waiting for her to sms me feeling like ages. ><" I hope that she managed to get herself one someday. If I had money I'm sure to buy her one, but I myself is almost broke!

My friend itsDEJAvu is coming to KL this month (me : YAY! XD). There'll be a lot to talk about when she's here. I'd like her to meet my girlfriend too, and yes, I hope the trip will be done as scheduled.

-CherryLia- my love, I miss you....and I love you very much... <3

♠/MY Green Personalities

Khair a.k.a Gypsydres
Talks as much as he observes
As emo as his gh3ys.
Hard as rock and twice as sensitive :)

♣/ The Green Hobbies

Anime, manga, games~~
Cosplay~~ (just started)
Writing poems and stuffs
Reading stuffs
Slacking :p
Chatting (I'm talkative XD)
ParaPara Paradise
Initial D arcade (not pro) ^^"

...and the rest you ask yourself.