Monday, July 30, 2007
What happened these days...
Emotion/s : Thinking, feeling sorry...
Current Song : Superman by Five For Fighting
First of all...Alhamdulillah, for my exams are over...and yes...one paper isn't finished yet, the Research Methodology, the one where me & my friends need to reseat thanks to some cab drivers who don't wanna pick us up. After several cabs and some mega-minutes spent, we managed to get a cab and drive us to college, only to have ourselves unable to sit for the exam because of a tragedy called "LATE FOR ALMOST AN HOUR".
Secondly...my dear friend, Za (itsDEJAvu)...thanks for your thoughts. Well, honestly I do have times where I can't understand you. And a review about your thoughts; Almost all of us people have the same problems...I have a lot of numbers inside my handphone and yes, a lot of 'em haven't been used for a long time, and some of 'em reached years! I'm having a hard time erasing those, afraid if the numbers will get in handy while I'm in need of something but realized that they're gone....and they're still there until now.
Za, we know each others for almost a year, and yet having faced each other before. Thanks for listening all my woes and craps. I felt like I'm talking to an old friend...and yes you've tried to understand me, and I respect that. An 18 year old advisor who has mature thoughts and wits...that's the statement I can label for you. Honestly, Za, I'm not a legend...there are still a lot of legends out there while I'm just an ordinary, almost deserted bypasser inside the internet who seeks true friends and acquaintances. Anyway, thanks again for your thoughts. You're a real legend Za, for you bravely tell an elder stranger like me to do things. Hahaha!! Yes you are...=)
Third...I saw a text inside ircfiesta written that a friend/acquaintance-cum-moderator, Rylands a.k.a "The Hentai God" has been hospitalized due to the explosion caused by tong gas inside his aunt's house. As a fellow ircfiesta family member, I wished him good health and get well soon, as for all of us in the channel. We all pray for you, Rylands...(-_-)
Last, but not least, I missed my dear -CherryLia- a lot. We've been missing each other for months. I wished her good health and safety, as for her family too.... <3
Current Song : Superman by Five For Fighting
First of all...Alhamdulillah, for my exams are over...and yes...one paper isn't finished yet, the Research Methodology, the one where me & my friends need to reseat thanks to some cab drivers who don't wanna pick us up. After several cabs and some mega-minutes spent, we managed to get a cab and drive us to college, only to have ourselves unable to sit for the exam because of a tragedy called "LATE FOR ALMOST AN HOUR".
Secondly...my dear friend, Za (itsDEJAvu)...thanks for your thoughts. Well, honestly I do have times where I can't understand you. And a review about your thoughts; Almost all of us people have the same problems...I have a lot of numbers inside my handphone and yes, a lot of 'em haven't been used for a long time, and some of 'em reached years! I'm having a hard time erasing those, afraid if the numbers will get in handy while I'm in need of something but realized that they're gone....and they're still there until now.
Za, we know each others for almost a year, and yet having faced each other before. Thanks for listening all my woes and craps. I felt like I'm talking to an old friend...and yes you've tried to understand me, and I respect that. An 18 year old advisor who has mature thoughts and wits...that's the statement I can label for you. Honestly, Za, I'm not a legend...there are still a lot of legends out there while I'm just an ordinary, almost deserted bypasser inside the internet who seeks true friends and acquaintances. Anyway, thanks again for your thoughts. You're a real legend Za, for you bravely tell an elder stranger like me to do things. Hahaha!! Yes you are...=)
Third...I saw a text inside ircfiesta written that a friend/acquaintance-cum-moderator, Rylands a.k.a "The Hentai God" has been hospitalized due to the explosion caused by tong gas inside his aunt's house. As a fellow ircfiesta family member, I wished him good health and get well soon, as for all of us in the channel. We all pray for you, Rylands...(-_-)
Last, but not least, I missed my dear -CherryLia- a lot. We've been missing each other for months. I wished her good health and safety, as for her family too.... <3
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Pressure over finals....
Emotion/s: Feverish, pressure...
Current Song: Kakumei by Ludwig
I'm having a whole week exam since Monday, and today I'm feeling quite feverish, almost cannot get up from my bed. Today I'm gonna have the Digital Audio paper....and I have to redo my website (that's one problem) and haven't started yet editing the final video project. (me: aaarrrrrrrggggghhhh!!!!)
Starting next week I'm gonna have a 1 month holiday, and I will need to struggle on how to get back to my apartment (yeah, it's the internet issue).
'Nuff said...
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
In memory of Bon Odori 2007 // In rush
Emotion/s: Kinda rushing, numb, and still dreaming (of Bon Odori)
Current Song: Lonely in Gorgeous by Tommy February 6
Last Saturday was Bon Odori 2007, and I came for the 1st time...
It was a great event; people cheering around, some of them wearing yukatas, hard for me to forget those moments. Hard for me to express here, either by word or by typing...and I'm waiting for my friends to upload those pics. Lots of thanks to Izumi Ishtar for telling me stuffs about Bon Odori...and yes, for first time I saw you dance, and you did well. =) As for the other CFers, it was really nice and I enjoyed meeting you guys. XD
'Nuff said...
Next week's gonna be my final exams, means this week is the last for me & my friends to settle up our unfinished works and assignments. Darn...
I wonder how's my dear -CherryLia- doing right now? Well, I hope she's doing well, as for her family also...Missed her a lot. <3
Current Song: Lonely in Gorgeous by Tommy February 6
Last Saturday was Bon Odori 2007, and I came for the 1st time...
It was a great event; people cheering around, some of them wearing yukatas, hard for me to forget those moments. Hard for me to express here, either by word or by typing...and I'm waiting for my friends to upload those pics. Lots of thanks to Izumi Ishtar for telling me stuffs about Bon Odori...and yes, for first time I saw you dance, and you did well. =) As for the other CFers, it was really nice and I enjoyed meeting you guys. XD
'Nuff said...
Next week's gonna be my final exams, means this week is the last for me & my friends to settle up our unfinished works and assignments. Darn...
This is a new stuff I got from itsDEJAvu: http://world.doubutsu-uranai.com . Here's my result:
You are Red Tiger, who is not shy, and are able to keep rock-steady stance to whoever approaches you.
Your looks represent your characteristic, and you look good natured.
Nevertheless, there are delicate, sensitive and intelligent sides to you.
And you sometimes give an impression of being difficult to get to know.
You have high self esteem and you carry out thing on your own pace.
You have strong will power and are a person of mettle.
You can finish fatigue duties like putting together a plastic model, even if takes ages.
But you demand the same effort from those around you.
You tend to be too critical, and may be seen as a nagging person.
You think high of your points of view.
You only judge others with your scale.
You can be hard minded and obstinate person, as you tend to stick to your opinion and not change it easily.
But really, you are able to look at situation as a whole, and are a well-balanced person.
You tend to be good at putting together the plans and ideas of your fellow workers.
You are not very good at planning from the beginning and coming up with ideas.
You wish to succeed and carry out things all by yourself.
You dislike being told what to do, and get help from others.
You will have hard time as a fresh recruit.
You tend to be not good at reading other peoples minds.
I wonder how's my dear -CherryLia- doing right now? Well, I hope she's doing well, as for her family also...Missed her a lot. <3
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Take that!
Emotion/s: Blurry, all messed up...
Current Song: Silly-Go-Round by FictionJunction YUUKA
Yup...yesterday when I went visited my friend, Izumi Ishtar at Kelana Jaya, I realized that I had only around RM20 inside my wallet. Lol...yeah, but it's kinda horrifying because I need to save my money for Bon Odori this Saturday! T_T
2 weeks before the finals...and I'm yet to finish some other minor things. I've 90% of the important stuffs done, and yes, that means I have some time to settle my reading part for the papers. I & some friends went to the lecturers' office yesterday. While we have discussions, she (our lecturer) told us that the next semester's finale need to be done alone and not by groups. T-T Well, honestly saying that not only me that hates it, but others as well. Advertising Campaign for us if done by group, the results would be better than doing alone. A little objection for the fact is when there are some who won't do their work (the reality is there alone).
I wonder what my dear love doing right now...working, perhaps? Haha..glad if she is. I love her so much... <3
Current Song: Silly-Go-Round by FictionJunction YUUKA
Yup...yesterday when I went visited my friend, Izumi Ishtar at Kelana Jaya, I realized that I had only around RM20 inside my wallet. Lol...yeah, but it's kinda horrifying because I need to save my money for Bon Odori this Saturday! T_T
2 weeks before the finals...and I'm yet to finish some other minor things. I've 90% of the important stuffs done, and yes, that means I have some time to settle my reading part for the papers. I & some friends went to the lecturers' office yesterday. While we have discussions, she (our lecturer) told us that the next semester's finale need to be done alone and not by groups. T-T Well, honestly saying that not only me that hates it, but others as well. Advertising Campaign for us if done by group, the results would be better than doing alone. A little objection for the fact is when there are some who won't do their work (the reality is there alone).
I wonder what my dear love doing right now...working, perhaps? Haha..glad if she is. I love her so much... <3
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
The return of the Internet...
Emotion/s: Satisfied with a smile...
Current Song: Only Did My Duty by SoundTemp
Internet line has been officially installed and used today. XDXDXD
Right now not much to be done; most assignments are done, countdown to finals, several weeks more before 1 month holiday...darn, I can't online often when at home. =(
My money is well, secured for now. I won't really be throwing away all-out at the cyber cafes anymore for a time being.
Nothing else to say, though...
I wonder what my darling -CherryLia- is up to...anyway, my beloved, just wanna state here that I miss you and love you so much. <3
Current Song: Only Did My Duty by SoundTemp
Internet line has been officially installed and used today. XDXDXD
Right now not much to be done; most assignments are done, countdown to finals, several weeks more before 1 month holiday...darn, I can't online often when at home. =(
My money is well, secured for now. I won't really be throwing away all-out at the cyber cafes anymore for a time being.
Nothing else to say, though...
I wonder what my darling -CherryLia- is up to...anyway, my beloved, just wanna state here that I miss you and love you so much. <3
Sunday, July 08, 2007
Tiresome days....
Emotion/s: Relieved but tired
Current Song: Station to Station by Derreck Simons
Deleted the awful post. Glad we're back together again. We're really hope it'll never gonna happen again....
Yesterday, I & my family went shopping at Sogo & Pertama Complex. I bought myself 2 pairs of jackets (Red Diesel & Green Charger's Outfitters) and a pair of Converse sneakers, same high-cut navy blue color (3rd pair). I don't know why I still put my feet inside those, but really, I just like it. =P
Today, we've been going to Jaya Jusco at Wangsa Maju (for another shopping trip, of course). I bought 2 fit t-shirts (1 from F.O.S, another at Branded Shoppe). I wanted to buy pink but lol... the designs are just not right for me. Even when I found a good one, it doesn't have my size.
Approaching my finals....and yet have projects need to be done, without neglecting with my Granado Espada levelling schedule. =P
I love you, -CherryLia-....<3
Current Song: Station to Station by Derreck Simons
Deleted the awful post. Glad we're back together again. We're really hope it'll never gonna happen again....
Yesterday, I & my family went shopping at Sogo & Pertama Complex. I bought myself 2 pairs of jackets (Red Diesel & Green Charger's Outfitters) and a pair of Converse sneakers, same high-cut navy blue color (3rd pair). I don't know why I still put my feet inside those, but really, I just like it. =P
Today, we've been going to Jaya Jusco at Wangsa Maju (for another shopping trip, of course). I bought 2 fit t-shirts (1 from F.O.S, another at Branded Shoppe). I wanted to buy pink but lol... the designs are just not right for me. Even when I found a good one, it doesn't have my size.
Approaching my finals....and yet have projects need to be done, without neglecting with my Granado Espada levelling schedule. =P
I love you, -CherryLia-....<3
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
I...don't know....
Emotion/s : Blurry, emo, unsure of almost everything...
Current Song : Love is in Danger by Priscilla
Expected, but not really expected....
I have to admit that my last post was a little bit harsh, but that doesn't mean that I don't love her anymore. I was, well, in pressure....and not to mention, a tremendous amount of loneliness.
All of the apocalyptic essence of pressure has made things turned wrong, really wrong.
To my -CherryLia-, I'm sorry for my words for they're, well, killed your emotions. I have my tears on you for that, and I'm really sorry. I don't really mean it. I still love you. I hope that you understand. Any people, wished their lovers to be care of them. I know how we're longing for a normal relationship just like anyone else. And also how longing we're for always communicating each other. -CherryLia-, my love, I have my part of mistakes here, and for that I'm here to say sorry, and I'm hoping that you can accept me once again....I'll do everything to ensure that our love is strong again (but don't ask the impossible, I'm only human).
...
Just then you told me that your mom's leg is injured and had being cemented. I'm sorry to hear that, and I'm praying that she'll get well soon. My advice here, my darling, I hope that we can inform each other before we're going to a trip that costs our online hours (means here that we can't be online during trip). Do contact me via sms/phone call/email so that we'll be less worry about each other.
I'm really longing to meet you, and I miss you so much since we last met. Hope that we can meet again one day. My love, please take care of yourself. Sorry if I worry too much. Hope that your mom is in good condition. Once again, sorry for not believing you. T-T
My darling, please read this one. I love you always...<3
Current Song : Love is in Danger by Priscilla
Expected, but not really expected....
I have to admit that my last post was a little bit harsh, but that doesn't mean that I don't love her anymore. I was, well, in pressure....and not to mention, a tremendous amount of loneliness.
All of the apocalyptic essence of pressure has made things turned wrong, really wrong.
To my -CherryLia-, I'm sorry for my words for they're, well, killed your emotions. I have my tears on you for that, and I'm really sorry. I don't really mean it. I still love you. I hope that you understand. Any people, wished their lovers to be care of them. I know how we're longing for a normal relationship just like anyone else. And also how longing we're for always communicating each other. -CherryLia-, my love, I have my part of mistakes here, and for that I'm here to say sorry, and I'm hoping that you can accept me once again....I'll do everything to ensure that our love is strong again (but don't ask the impossible, I'm only human).
...
Just then you told me that your mom's leg is injured and had being cemented. I'm sorry to hear that, and I'm praying that she'll get well soon. My advice here, my darling, I hope that we can inform each other before we're going to a trip that costs our online hours (means here that we can't be online during trip). Do contact me via sms/phone call/email so that we'll be less worry about each other.
I'm really longing to meet you, and I miss you so much since we last met. Hope that we can meet again one day. My love, please take care of yourself. Sorry if I worry too much. Hope that your mom is in good condition. Once again, sorry for not believing you. T-T
My darling, please read this one. I love you always...<3
