Save Green / &I'm Green; Fill me in

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

We were so close together // End of a chapter

Emotion/s: A little frustrated, regret but collected

Current Song: Annani Isshodattanoni by See-Saw

Anyway, I wanted to make this post as short as possible since I'm getting sleepy....

She read it at last, with a result from 2 outcomes, and the hard one came out. I managed to get something else; I was being contacted by a mystery phone number...which I guess was hers. But really, I asked her whose number she's using, but she didn't answer.

She told me that I didn't understand her situation.....NOT!

A lot of the facts have been written on the former posts, so I won't put 'em here.

All I can put here is that she'll hate me as long as she lives. (Me: Oh really..?) But....ah, well...I hope she'll understand one day. It's not that I don't understand her situation, but as a boyfriend I felt so useless...

-CherryLia- , I understand if you hated me so much. But I'm certainly not pleased when you told me that all I say before is true and I always win the situation....but really, did you know my real feelings? Did you forget that I'm human too,built by flesh and blood and a lot of sins? I laughed inside my messages for a cause; I wanted our discussion to be serious, but light, and also to calm things out...

But really, I'm telling you, my tears were all dried out. I can only scream in pain...inside my heart. I forgive you even if you won't forgive me. I'm sorry my dear, really sorry...If only we can meet up someday and talk about this matter in peace....but alas! You don't want to. What else can I say but to respect your view on this awful matter...

We were so close together...just like the title of the song I'm listening....sad.

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...I hope one day we can be friends again. Wishing you & your family the best always. =)

♠/MY Green Personalities

Khair a.k.a Gypsydres
Talks as much as he observes
As emo as his gh3ys.
Hard as rock and twice as sensitive :)

♣/ The Green Hobbies

Anime, manga, games~~
Cosplay~~ (just started)
Writing poems and stuffs
Reading stuffs
Slacking :p
Chatting (I'm talkative XD)
ParaPara Paradise
Initial D arcade (not pro) ^^"

...and the rest you ask yourself.