Thursday, September 27, 2007
Of fasting and Eid // Unwanted feelings
Emotion/s: A lil anxious, worries...bored, missed that someone all of sudden...
Current Song: Thank You For Loving Me by
Bon JoviHmm... Minutes ago I had myself a chat with Anis. Glad things get cleared out...but really, I missed her these days, though that feeling is so unwanted. But since she mentioned that she doesn't want to fall in love again, I understand. Well, it's her choice that I need to respect. I did a silly move by asking for another chance. That is so not me (me: oh, really? XP) Hahaha... Anyway, I'm glad that she's fine. =)I did doubted myself during my decision of breaking up with her back then. Everything came with a price...guess that's what happened to me. I can't avoid that remorseful feeling. A decision is a decision and I've vowed myself not to turn back. Oh well, I just hoping that she'll get herself a better person next time. I'm not good enough for her anyway. Plus, I don't want because of me, she have to neglect her responsibilities upon her matters of family and listen and get mad by my complains. XPNow it's halfway the fasting month of Ramadhan and for this year's, I haven't missed a day so far. Alhamdulillah....and yes, I'll be going to Singapore this Eid al' Fitr, insyaAllah. My mom has bought the train tickets and we'll be staying there for a week. We wanted to buy bus tickets but the tickets were all sold out. Sadly, my dad can't tag along since he got works to be done. Pity him and I wish that he could follow. =(...and not to forget, I'm just hoping that I could met za (itsDEJAvu) in person during my visit, insyaAllah. I can hardly wait for that moment to come.
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Hahaha...job cruising...
Emotion/s: Normal...and hahaha...random...(me:
oO;;)
Current Song: Ding Dong Song by
Gunthers and the Sunshine GirlsI got this from my friend's multiply blog.1) Surf into http://careercruising.com2) Key in id: nycareers, password: landmark3) Go to matchmakers, and answer the questions...and here's the results;1. Costume Designer - ...huh? I'm not good.
2. Art Director - lol
3. Special Effects Technician - Whoa! Rofl...
4. Desktop Publisher - ^^
5. Stylist - ...
6. Animator - rofl I quit!
7. Cartoonist / Comic Illustrator - huhuhu...
8. Actor - That's me! 8D
9. Craftsperson
10. Potter
11. Gerontologist - wth
12. Fashion Designer - ...
13. Advertising Copywriter
14. Anthropologist - ^^
15. Set Designer - ^^
16. Motivational Speaker - You mean....
17. Graphic Designer - Gonna quit...
18. Artist
19. Comedian - ^^
20. Critic - Nah...
21. Casting Director
22. Computer Animator - another roflmao
23. Public Relations Specialist - I...can...speak...?
24. Writer - XD
25. Website Designer - ^^
26. Print Journalist - ^^
27. Truck Driver - ....
28. Market Research Analyst - *dies*
29. Train Operator - *dies*
30. Translator - ^^
31. Medical Illustrator - *dies*
32. Composer - XD
33. Musician - I can't play instruments =(
34. Interior Decorator
35. Industrial Designer
36. Writer - XD
37. Activist - XD
38. Clergy - ...huh?
39. Communications Specialist - I can communicate? Really? Lol...
40. Political Aide - Palpatine, eat your heart out...
Friday, September 07, 2007
Results from Colorgenics personality test
Emotion/s: Normal, so-called like always...
Current Music:
Stargazer ~Hoshi no Tobira~ by
Negishi SatorieditedI got this personality from a friend. Interesting though...since I found it quite accurate.
^^http://paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/ This is my resulYou are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfilment.You are a fighter and always on the defensive. You always need to be sure that your position is safe and established. When you finally make a decision you will pursue it to the bitter end in spite of all opposition.You give the impression that you are a self-sufficient individual, pretending that you are stoical - indifferent to pain or pleasure. But this is not so, for in truth you are an extremely emotional person, one that may make hasty decisions and perhaps repent at leisure. It is time now perhaps to break the bond of detachment and become the real 'you' - the you that you would like to be.Setback after setback has resulted in considerable stress and now you have got to the stage where you are continuously on your guard, not only to protect yourself from others but to protect yourself from yourself. It would seem that many of your unfulfilled hopes and dreams have led to uncertainty and suspicion. You no longer wish to answer to others and you are insisting on freedom of thought. You feel that you are fully self-sufficient and can control your own destiny. You are seeking ways to protect yourself from further loss of prestige and against further setbacks. You have become very dependent and you doubt that matters could possibly get any better in the immediate future and this negative attitude is leading you to exaggerate your claims and to refuse reasonable compromise.You don't like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation. You are your own person and you intend to stay that way and to get on in the world simply by your hard work and determination.
September's brief intro
Emotion/s: Tired, bored, retarded...with a hint of calmness.
Current Song: I'll Be Your Home by
RungranAaah...all the pain and sorrow I left behind, becomes another chapter from the last flip of my book of life. Here comes the next flip~~ Hahahaha....(me: Don't be bothered by this. I'm off-tune right now. @_@)Haiz...last month witnessed the lost of a friend from the IRCfiesta. Just hope that his spirit's doing well up there.Semester 6 has started...weeks ago. Walking through normal days...blablabla~~...and yes, this month, every Sunday, there'll be cosplay competition event at Sungei Wang Plaza. I'll be going on the 1st day insyaAllah...and since my mom won't let me go there during fasting month...I'll give my reasons to go. I NEED TO GO!!! XD But since i can't get the last year's boots I borrowed from my friend, guess that my chance of cosplaying Gundam Seed will be a problem.13 or 14th September will be the dawn of the fasting month of Ramadhan, where Muslims fast from the early of morning until dusk...everyday for the whole month. I missed the month dearly, since it brings back memories of breaking the fast and stuffs related during the period of fasting. Well, guess it's time to slow down useless activities and go for a lil spiritual relaxation. :)Oh yeah...this Sunday maybe I'll cosplay as Sousuke Sagara from FullMetal Panic. InsyaAllah...My budget is darn limited and I don't really have time since this semester will be the busiest.
