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Thursday, September 27, 2007

Of fasting and Eid // Unwanted feelings

Emotion/s: A lil anxious, worries...bored, missed that someone all of sudden...

Current Song: Thank You For Loving Me by Bon Jovi

Hmm... Minutes ago I had myself a chat with Anis. Glad things get cleared out...but really, I missed her these days, though that feeling is so unwanted. But since she mentioned that she doesn't want to fall in love again, I understand. Well, it's her choice that I need to respect. I did a silly move by asking for another chance. That is so not me (me: oh, really? XP) Hahaha... Anyway, I'm glad that she's fine. =)

I did doubted myself during my decision of breaking up with her back then. Everything came with a price...guess that's what happened to me. I can't avoid that remorseful feeling. A decision is a decision and I've vowed myself not to turn back. Oh well, I just hoping that she'll get herself a better person next time. I'm not good enough for her anyway. Plus, I don't want because of me, she have to neglect her responsibilities upon her matters of family and listen and get mad by my complains. XP

Now it's halfway the fasting month of Ramadhan and for this year's, I haven't missed a day so far. Alhamdulillah....and yes, I'll be going to Singapore this Eid al' Fitr, insyaAllah. My mom has bought the train tickets and we'll be staying there for a week. We wanted to buy bus tickets but the tickets were all sold out. Sadly, my dad can't tag along since he got works to be done. Pity him and I wish that he could follow. =(

...and not to forget, I'm just hoping that I could met za (itsDEJAvu) in person during my visit, insyaAllah. I can hardly wait for that moment to come.

♠/MY Green Personalities

Khair a.k.a Gypsydres
Talks as much as he observes
As emo as his gh3ys.
Hard as rock and twice as sensitive :)

♣/ The Green Hobbies

Anime, manga, games~~
Cosplay~~ (just started)
Writing poems and stuffs
Reading stuffs
Slacking :p
Chatting (I'm talkative XD)
ParaPara Paradise
Initial D arcade (not pro) ^^"

...and the rest you ask yourself.