Friday, February 29, 2008
Of last night, today and hope of Monday
Emotion/s: Tired, blurry...
Current Song: Simple and Clean by Utada Hikaru
Utada Hikaru ish t3h <33 . Her songs are great, though.
Hmm... my eyes are still spinning right now. Felt a lil groggy since I slept late. With headache and stuffs, I woke up and sits in front of my PC, checking out mail, forum & stuffs. Since I'm gonna be back home today, I wanna give some shots in High Street 5 later. Lol silly me haven't yet sprucing up bathing & brush my teeth. *whacks self* On 11.30 am my dad will come and fetch me from here back home.
Anyway, something wrong happened last night when me & my friends while chatting inside the MSN... I don't want to put a single thing about it here and not even summarizing...
... and I had no idea really of what really happened because things happened in a flash. Plus, I was rather blurry & tired for still multitasking on stuffs in front of my PC, and I believe most of us did feel the same. When I'm like tired, multitasking and lacked my concentration, means that I'll talk crap and hell I didn't even know what we're talking. Same goes as other people too. Am I correct? But 'nuff said...
Christine, I'm so darn sorry of what happened last night, even though I don't even know what really happened. All I hope that you don't need to misunderstand of what happened last night. Sometimes I just guessed that whether I am the one who put a wrong answer on a wrong question or maybe you misread the whole thing.
Again, I beg for your forgiveness. :(
But anyway, I've talked about this matter with Sherlyn right after I woke up in an hour ago. She also said that she didn't really quite understand about it. But then after several minutes of discussion on MSN and sms-es, we decided to discuss this matter tonight. I will be absent for tonight since I'll be at home by that time, but then I wanted updates on the discussion later.
Anyway, we're all agreed on having another outing this upcoming Monday at Midvalley Megamall. Time... not confirmed yet. Hopefully we all can have movies together again. =3
C'mon la, Sherlyn, Mark.... we all go have movies again ok? *gets bricked*
Christine, my love for you will never change, and I pray that it'll last.
I love you and always will. <33
Current Song: Simple and Clean by Utada Hikaru
Utada Hikaru ish t3h <33 . Her songs are great, though.
Hmm... my eyes are still spinning right now. Felt a lil groggy since I slept late. With headache and stuffs, I woke up and sits in front of my PC, checking out mail, forum & stuffs. Since I'm gonna be back home today, I wanna give some shots in High Street 5 later. Lol silly me haven't yet sprucing up bathing & brush my teeth. *whacks self* On 11.30 am my dad will come and fetch me from here back home.
Anyway, something wrong happened last night when me & my friends while chatting inside the MSN... I don't want to put a single thing about it here and not even summarizing...
... and I had no idea really of what really happened because things happened in a flash. Plus, I was rather blurry & tired for still multitasking on stuffs in front of my PC, and I believe most of us did feel the same. When I'm like tired, multitasking and lacked my concentration, means that I'll talk crap and hell I didn't even know what we're talking. Same goes as other people too. Am I correct? But 'nuff said...
Christine, I'm so darn sorry of what happened last night, even though I don't even know what really happened. All I hope that you don't need to misunderstand of what happened last night. Sometimes I just guessed that whether I am the one who put a wrong answer on a wrong question or maybe you misread the whole thing.
Again, I beg for your forgiveness. :(
But anyway, I've talked about this matter with Sherlyn right after I woke up in an hour ago. She also said that she didn't really quite understand about it. But then after several minutes of discussion on MSN and sms-es, we decided to discuss this matter tonight. I will be absent for tonight since I'll be at home by that time, but then I wanted updates on the discussion later.
Anyway, we're all agreed on having another outing this upcoming Monday at Midvalley Megamall. Time... not confirmed yet. Hopefully we all can have movies together again. =3
C'mon la, Sherlyn, Mark.... we all go have movies again ok? *gets bricked*
Christine, my love for you will never change, and I pray that it'll last.
I love you and always will. <33
Of my loved one...
Emotion/s: Missed that someone...
Current Song: My Valentine by Martina McBride
Christine... I've always wanted to post this. Made this blog private too so then only some people may read on what has been kept inside my heart, including you, my dear...
Since I met you back then on 25th February (forgot the real date, sorry), things have changed for me, no, us. We met at the Paramount server 1 with our friends. Things went merry as we met, and that time was having group dancing. While we were dancing we talked, dance, laughed and had fun... later then both of us started to exchange our emails and blogs.
That's when our life started to change...
Soon after that, we chat in MSN and breaks the ice. At first we talked on general things, what happened around, stuffs...
...but then one day, several days after we exchanged emails, we started to talk private. Things becoming more intimate as we started to talk about our hopes, then desires...
...until then, we started to talk more deeply; it's about our feelings, hearts.
...soon after that, we started to feel something else. I was like... my heart started to like her. I was in some kind of ecstacy when coming to talk with her. My heart was like missed her, and always waiting for us to chat again. From then we started to exchange our phone numbers.
I fell in love with her, and it's you, my beloved Christine.
I was like don't know why but my heart hungers for her presence, be it in MSN or phone. And somehow she feels the same...
One night, I confessed to her. She said no to me that time, and I was sad, although not fully, but then I still feel the pain. But later then she told me that a part of her likes me. I took that as a chance not to look back...
Soon after weeks, we became couples. We decided to give it a try. But then as time went by we became closer. As couples we had fights, but then, soon after those, we became closer without really noticing. I loved her so much. Yes, both of us got flaws but then we decided to take on things slowly and patiently...
We had times where our hearts being in doubt of things, but for me it's all just a test from God.
...and it's our responsibility on defending it. Yes, we know what happened if we continue our forbidden relationship but we don't care. We wanted to treasure and enjoy our relationship as long as we can. Hopefully, with our efforts and prayers, God will give ourselves a chance.
Christine, sorry for being slow and stuffs, and sorry for making you mad because of my blurriness and make you feel uneasy at times. But honestly saying that my heart for you is true, and I'm not gonna give that to someone else. I was thinking to manage our relationship as good as we can, and to be patient due to our side being handicapped by parental issues.
But then, as a man I'm doing my best and all I can for this relationship. If our time came for us to be separated, I hope that we both won't feel remorse. Take it as one of our most memorable chapter of our lives, and stay as friends. But seriously, I wanted to preserve our relationship. If can, I don't want to lose you, same as you don't want to lose me.
Christine, I missed you and I care about you. If only we can always meet without any major obstacles...
I want you to know that I always thinking of you, and sorry if I replay late nowadays. I'm really busy with my schedules. Maybe for now I'm not really that busy, but the days will come.
I love you, Christine... and always will. <33
Current Song: My Valentine by Martina McBride
Christine... I've always wanted to post this. Made this blog private too so then only some people may read on what has been kept inside my heart, including you, my dear...
Since I met you back then on 25th February (forgot the real date, sorry), things have changed for me, no, us. We met at the Paramount server 1 with our friends. Things went merry as we met, and that time was having group dancing. While we were dancing we talked, dance, laughed and had fun... later then both of us started to exchange our emails and blogs.
That's when our life started to change...
Soon after that, we chat in MSN and breaks the ice. At first we talked on general things, what happened around, stuffs...
...but then one day, several days after we exchanged emails, we started to talk private. Things becoming more intimate as we started to talk about our hopes, then desires...
...until then, we started to talk more deeply; it's about our feelings, hearts.
...soon after that, we started to feel something else. I was like... my heart started to like her. I was in some kind of ecstacy when coming to talk with her. My heart was like missed her, and always waiting for us to chat again. From then we started to exchange our phone numbers.
I fell in love with her, and it's you, my beloved Christine.
I was like don't know why but my heart hungers for her presence, be it in MSN or phone. And somehow she feels the same...
One night, I confessed to her. She said no to me that time, and I was sad, although not fully, but then I still feel the pain. But later then she told me that a part of her likes me. I took that as a chance not to look back...
Soon after weeks, we became couples. We decided to give it a try. But then as time went by we became closer. As couples we had fights, but then, soon after those, we became closer without really noticing. I loved her so much. Yes, both of us got flaws but then we decided to take on things slowly and patiently...
We had times where our hearts being in doubt of things, but for me it's all just a test from God.
...and it's our responsibility on defending it. Yes, we know what happened if we continue our forbidden relationship but we don't care. We wanted to treasure and enjoy our relationship as long as we can. Hopefully, with our efforts and prayers, God will give ourselves a chance.
Christine, sorry for being slow and stuffs, and sorry for making you mad because of my blurriness and make you feel uneasy at times. But honestly saying that my heart for you is true, and I'm not gonna give that to someone else. I was thinking to manage our relationship as good as we can, and to be patient due to our side being handicapped by parental issues.
But then, as a man I'm doing my best and all I can for this relationship. If our time came for us to be separated, I hope that we both won't feel remorse. Take it as one of our most memorable chapter of our lives, and stay as friends. But seriously, I wanted to preserve our relationship. If can, I don't want to lose you, same as you don't want to lose me.
Christine, I missed you and I care about you. If only we can always meet without any major obstacles...
I want you to know that I always thinking of you, and sorry if I replay late nowadays. I'm really busy with my schedules. Maybe for now I'm not really that busy, but the days will come.
I love you, Christine... and always will. <33
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Of High Street 5 and college stuffs...
Emotion/s: Normal, missed that someone...
Current Song: Coincidence by Baby VOX
Okays.... Tonight supposed to go for 10pm & 11pm competition. But since the server was full it seemed that I have to forget the whole thing. Later then we all met at other places, practicing solo & group dance battle. It was fun, although not all guild members came.
Today's class was a OK, nothing much. Tomorrow need to pass up Java Programming codings. Darn it.... -_-;;
Nothing much going on today.... proceeded my logo sketchings, and did some of other rough sketches like business cards etc.
Still missing that someone though. Hopefully we can meet again next week. Sherlyn, Mark, please...another outing next week? *watery eyes*
Current Song: Coincidence by Baby VOX
Okays.... Tonight supposed to go for 10pm & 11pm competition. But since the server was full it seemed that I have to forget the whole thing. Later then we all met at other places, practicing solo & group dance battle. It was fun, although not all guild members came.
Today's class was a OK, nothing much. Tomorrow need to pass up Java Programming codings. Darn it.... -_-;;
Nothing much going on today.... proceeded my logo sketchings, and did some of other rough sketches like business cards etc.
Still missing that someone though. Hopefully we can meet again next week. Sherlyn, Mark, please...another outing next week? *watery eyes*
Of High Street 5 event
Emotion/s: A lil troubled, missed that someone...but still normal la
Current Song: Summer Parade by Depapepe
Okay....just then had an event inside High Street 5. The GM wanted good looking dudes (in-game dress-ups) to line up, but then only 2 person did; me and this pro guy (forgot his name though). We thought that it's just about votes but then when things like outta control, the GM asked both of us have a dance battle. Dammit that guy is level 29 while I'm just 12!
...and my line was lagging that time. -_-;; Good...
Chrissy was that time asked GM while don't try couple dance instead but he refused to. Haiz... what else can be done?
I lose that battle due to a perfect imbalance between both sides. Chrissy told me that his bro Metallic has won the match against that guy. I don't know if the the fact was true, but anyway I congratulate him. =) Great job there.
...and for Chrissy and Mubarak, I thank you both for you support. =)
...and for next week, I'm all free. Hopefully can meet them in one of those days. Miss you guys.
...and you too. =(
p/s: Be patience, me & her. We'll work things out.
Current Song: Summer Parade by Depapepe
Okay....just then had an event inside High Street 5. The GM wanted good looking dudes (in-game dress-ups) to line up, but then only 2 person did; me and this pro guy (forgot his name though). We thought that it's just about votes but then when things like outta control, the GM asked both of us have a dance battle. Dammit that guy is level 29 while I'm just 12!
...and my line was lagging that time. -_-;; Good...
Chrissy was that time asked GM while don't try couple dance instead but he refused to. Haiz... what else can be done?
I lose that battle due to a perfect imbalance between both sides. Chrissy told me that his bro Metallic has won the match against that guy. I don't know if the the fact was true, but anyway I congratulate him. =) Great job there.
...and for Chrissy and Mubarak, I thank you both for you support. =)
...and for next week, I'm all free. Hopefully can meet them in one of those days. Miss you guys.
...and you too. =(
p/s: Be patience, me & her. We'll work things out.
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Waiting of the Winter
Emotion/s: Normal, a lil blurry...
Current Song: Rainbow by Ayumi Hamasaki
Waiting of the Winter
It was a cold night
When I'm thinking about you
My heart was blazing with thoughts of you
You're such a warm spirit that always with me
It was a cold night
When we met at the garden
The greens were frosted with fragile icicles
The stars and the moon were bright
It was silent
It was beautiful
It was a cold night
When you were there, smiling
We were so close
Nothing else but bliss
Such a moment never forgotten
Only a moment then
You vanished without a sign
I was there all alone
You sweet imaginary
I cried silently
In this winterly twilight
I could only wish you're real
Are you really real, I wondered
Are you somewhere inside this world
Till now you never answered
In this winterly twilight
I am still alone, in this frozen garden
Reconstructing my fragmented memories
Whether if you were really with me, once
I will wait and I will find you
Destiny will make us meet someday...
I wrote that piece some years ago. Man.... Feels like wanna write again. I missed those times when I wrote poems... *sigh*
Current Song: Rainbow by Ayumi Hamasaki
Waiting of the Winter
It was a cold night
When I'm thinking about you
My heart was blazing with thoughts of you
You're such a warm spirit that always with me
It was a cold night
When we met at the garden
The greens were frosted with fragile icicles
The stars and the moon were bright
It was silent
It was beautiful
It was a cold night
When you were there, smiling
We were so close
Nothing else but bliss
Such a moment never forgotten
Only a moment then
You vanished without a sign
I was there all alone
You sweet imaginary
I cried silently
In this winterly twilight
I could only wish you're real
Are you really real, I wondered
Are you somewhere inside this world
Till now you never answered
In this winterly twilight
I am still alone, in this frozen garden
Reconstructing my fragmented memories
Whether if you were really with me, once
I will wait and I will find you
Destiny will make us meet someday...
I wrote that piece some years ago. Man.... Feels like wanna write again. I missed those times when I wrote poems... *sigh*
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Of last night on High Street 5
Emotion/s: Normal, smiling a lil...
Current Song: Big Girls Don't Cry by Fergie
Last night was blast! Remaking and resurrecting the guild in High Street 5. Revived back using the same name (almost) of Order69. Nice! The meeting of some old and new members makes a complete hubbub on certain areas like Port Dickson & Englishtown. Making new friends there was fun. Padil leads the new guild.
A new era of Order69 has begun....Muahahahaha!!!
Glad to have Sherlyn back online... Thank goodness you were able to get back the dvd. ^^
Ahahaha... we're searching for those who are really active playing the game. Having them around was a real fun. We don't care if we're not really pro or whatever but then we play the game for leisure and fun. No hard feelings, conflicts, fights... We're trying to avoid those negative aspects as much as we can.
Lol should've gone out for dinner last night but since we're all high on High Street 5 we forgot to fill up our stomach. Serves me right... *slaps self* At the end, we're ended up having instant noodles instead when the weather outside trapped us inside the house. It was raining heavily. Haiz.... what else to be done?
Oh ya, no class for today...
Current Song: Big Girls Don't Cry by Fergie
Last night was blast! Remaking and resurrecting the guild in High Street 5. Revived back using the same name (almost) of Order69. Nice! The meeting of some old and new members makes a complete hubbub on certain areas like Port Dickson & Englishtown. Making new friends there was fun. Padil leads the new guild.
A new era of Order69 has begun....Muahahahaha!!!
Glad to have Sherlyn back online... Thank goodness you were able to get back the dvd. ^^
Ahahaha... we're searching for those who are really active playing the game. Having them around was a real fun. We don't care if we're not really pro or whatever but then we play the game for leisure and fun. No hard feelings, conflicts, fights... We're trying to avoid those negative aspects as much as we can.
Lol should've gone out for dinner last night but since we're all high on High Street 5 we forgot to fill up our stomach. Serves me right... *slaps self* At the end, we're ended up having instant noodles instead when the weather outside trapped us inside the house. It was raining heavily. Haiz.... what else to be done?
Oh ya, no class for today...
Monday, February 25, 2008
ACF Review
Emotion/s: Normal, a lil tired, sleepy....
Current Song: Only You by Wild Rose Thorn
Went to ACF (Anime Comic Fest) at Times Square that Saturday, followed my best friend there for taking pics and looking around. Not much people came, and maybe it's because of lack of promotion. Anyway I just met some other friends there, and met Chrissy too on the way. Too bad, we couldn't greet each other. :(
As for Sherlyn, blame her for not showing herself up back then. She told us that she's there too but never alerted us. But then, glad that she's addicted to that game. Welcome to the team... XD
...and back at Low Yat Plaza, I found Gundam 00 standard High Grade models for only around RM 50!! Whatta... if only that I have around RM100 that time... but then I only got RM20. T_T
Darn it.... couldn't buy anything back then. Not even a RM5 gashapon! T_T I want the Gundam 00 gashapon.... I WANT!!!!
Uh... morning got 8 am Maths class. Need to sleep now.
*hops to bed*
Current Song: Only You by Wild Rose Thorn
Went to ACF (Anime Comic Fest) at Times Square that Saturday, followed my best friend there for taking pics and looking around. Not much people came, and maybe it's because of lack of promotion. Anyway I just met some other friends there, and met Chrissy too on the way. Too bad, we couldn't greet each other. :(
As for Sherlyn, blame her for not showing herself up back then. She told us that she's there too but never alerted us. But then, glad that she's addicted to that game. Welcome to the team... XD
...and back at Low Yat Plaza, I found Gundam 00 standard High Grade models for only around RM 50!! Whatta... if only that I have around RM100 that time... but then I only got RM20. T_T
Darn it.... couldn't buy anything back then. Not even a RM5 gashapon! T_T I want the Gundam 00 gashapon.... I WANT!!!!
Uh... morning got 8 am Maths class. Need to sleep now.
*hops to bed*
Friday, February 22, 2008
Newcomer and yesterday's
Emotion/s: Sleepy...
Current Song: Annani Isshodattanoni by See-Saw
It's almost 4.30 am & I'm still not sleeping yet @_@ ...
It's Friday, and I need to get back home. Gonna borrow some cash around $3-4 for train and bus rides (or probably just bus rides). If I got lucky, maybe mom will call me & ask me to fetch a cab instead so when I arrive later mom will pay for the ride.
Back during the daylight a sms has been sent to me about a canceled class. I told my friend & we cooled down (we're sleeping, actually), waiting for the next class which would be start on 12 pm.
...but then something else happened; no class for today.None. Called our friend but then he said that the classes are all canceled.
Nice. Just nice.
That's good to hear, but anyway coming to the college just to buy a drink isn't a goal for students to achieve. Lol to that. We came there for nothing. Frustrated, we headed back home only to find that our friend there slept on somebody else's bed. Pity that guy.... but nevermind. =\
Several hours before, me & Padil found Sherlyn in High Street 5. Yay! She joined! I bought for her a shirt while Padil bought her a pants as a token of gratitude. Glad to have another person joining the team. =) Unfortunately because of tiredness, Chrissy couldn't come to the party. =(
... and for goodness sake she's addicted. (p/s: Sherlyn, welcome to the club.)
But anyway, before I put some more unwanted craps here, think that I should stop for now.
*hops to bed*
Current Song: Annani Isshodattanoni by See-Saw
It's almost 4.30 am & I'm still not sleeping yet @_@ ...
It's Friday, and I need to get back home. Gonna borrow some cash around $3-4 for train and bus rides (or probably just bus rides). If I got lucky, maybe mom will call me & ask me to fetch a cab instead so when I arrive later mom will pay for the ride.
Back during the daylight a sms has been sent to me about a canceled class. I told my friend & we cooled down (we're sleeping, actually), waiting for the next class which would be start on 12 pm.
...but then something else happened; no class for today.None. Called our friend but then he said that the classes are all canceled.
Nice. Just nice.
That's good to hear, but anyway coming to the college just to buy a drink isn't a goal for students to achieve. Lol to that. We came there for nothing. Frustrated, we headed back home only to find that our friend there slept on somebody else's bed. Pity that guy.... but nevermind. =\
Several hours before, me & Padil found Sherlyn in High Street 5. Yay! She joined! I bought for her a shirt while Padil bought her a pants as a token of gratitude. Glad to have another person joining the team. =) Unfortunately because of tiredness, Chrissy couldn't come to the party. =(
... and for goodness sake she's addicted. (p/s: Sherlyn, welcome to the club.)
But anyway, before I put some more unwanted craps here, think that I should stop for now.
*hops to bed*
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Of today's outing...
Emotion/s: Once happy, then sad now...
Current Song: 25 Minutes by Micheal Learns To Rock
Had an outing at Times Square with friends. At 1st me & Padil met Chrissy. She was kinda shy that time but after some moments, things became just fine. We then waiting at the foodcourt for Sherlyn and Mark to come. We met in a happy and merry atmosphere. We had fun watching CJ7 at the cinema...
...but without Dusty because he just got back from an interview.
The movie was sad even though the antics were there. Smart dude Stephen Chow made a genius movie about a very poor family with an alien came into their life and helped them. No spoilers, sorry :P Short time after the movie ends, we're loafing around McDonald's area waiting for Dusty. Co-incidently, Sherlyn met her friends there. Chrissy also met hers too. ^^
We're such a happy bunch of people back then. Soon after some time at Border's, Chrissy told us that she needs to go back. I accompanied her back to the monorail.
Soon after that the rest of us went to the Pavillion & had dinner at Nando's. My money was busted by the price. Darn high till my wallet went empty in a blink. LOL at me. After some moments, we're off back to Times Square, buying High Street 5 dvd there for Sherlyn. Later after then, arcade...
Boy...how tired we were back then. But the outing itself is a blast! Hopefully we can have another outing next month. ^^
Current Song: 25 Minutes by Micheal Learns To Rock
Had an outing at Times Square with friends. At 1st me & Padil met Chrissy. She was kinda shy that time but after some moments, things became just fine. We then waiting at the foodcourt for Sherlyn and Mark to come. We met in a happy and merry atmosphere. We had fun watching CJ7 at the cinema...
...but without Dusty because he just got back from an interview.
The movie was sad even though the antics were there. Smart dude Stephen Chow made a genius movie about a very poor family with an alien came into their life and helped them. No spoilers, sorry :P Short time after the movie ends, we're loafing around McDonald's area waiting for Dusty. Co-incidently, Sherlyn met her friends there. Chrissy also met hers too. ^^
We're such a happy bunch of people back then. Soon after some time at Border's, Chrissy told us that she needs to go back. I accompanied her back to the monorail.
Soon after that the rest of us went to the Pavillion & had dinner at Nando's. My money was busted by the price. Darn high till my wallet went empty in a blink. LOL at me. After some moments, we're off back to Times Square, buying High Street 5 dvd there for Sherlyn. Later after then, arcade...
Boy...how tired we were back then. But the outing itself is a blast! Hopefully we can have another outing next month. ^^
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Sleepy post...
Emotion/s: Tired, sleepy...
Current Song: Always by Bon Jovi
Urgh... multitasking just now. If only I could do Kage Bunshin no Jutsu then things might've been better. =) But I'm not Naruto. Haha...
Assignments + bloody slow photoshop with errors + chatting = overheat. =.=;;
This post ain't gonna be a long one since I'm just too weary. @_@ Soon after the class finish me & Padil will make a rush to Berjaya Times Square. Pity Chrissy, Sherlyn and the others have to wait for us since they'll come early. We'll try to arrive there as soon as we can.
Hopefully today will be the most enjoying day in our life. =)
Current Song: Always by Bon Jovi
Urgh... multitasking just now. If only I could do Kage Bunshin no Jutsu then things might've been better. =) But I'm not Naruto. Haha...
Assignments + bloody slow photoshop with errors + chatting = overheat. =.=;;
This post ain't gonna be a long one since I'm just too weary. @_@ Soon after the class finish me & Padil will make a rush to Berjaya Times Square. Pity Chrissy, Sherlyn and the others have to wait for us since they'll come early. We'll try to arrive there as soon as we can.
Hopefully today will be the most enjoying day in our life. =)
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Endgame // A new chapter (Interlude)
Emotion/s: A lil upset, sad, misses that someone...
Current Song: Remember Me by Leslie Parrish
You told me your plans against me...
You broke my heart...
You made me cry...
What else...?
You wanted to leave me because of what you did? That is, my dear friend, won't solve anything. We're glad to have you company. I, too, love you as a friend. Let's just forget the past and start a new chapter, should we? If you leave us, Padil will miss you, and I'll miss you too. We had fun together, and the fun itself not fake wasn't it?
'nuff said...
Current Song: Remember Me by Leslie Parrish
You told me your plans against me...
You broke my heart...
You made me cry...
What else...?
You wanted to leave me because of what you did? That is, my dear friend, won't solve anything. We're glad to have you company. I, too, love you as a friend. Let's just forget the past and start a new chapter, should we? If you leave us, Padil will miss you, and I'll miss you too. We had fun together, and the fun itself not fake wasn't it?
'nuff said...
Looting / A matter of heart
Emotion/s: Normal, satisfaction, affection, depression....and a smile. =)
Current Song:All I Wanted by Michelle Branch
Woohoo! Just got back from visiting KLCC with my close friend. There's a Magic; The Gathering Pro Tour held there. But what I did there wasn't to compete, but instead I went looting all the cards I found on empty tables. My bro & my best friend told us that these cards can be taken away. Well, better for us to "loot" those in front of those people & contestants rather than put to waste, ended up inside the recycle bin. The loot was like estimated around hundreds of ringgit. XD We saw a guy picking up some cards secretly while me & my friend said "What the heck?". So what I did was unzip my bags and put those inside in front of the people. Being foolhardy is a worthwhile, after all...
....and I almost bought rare, powerful cards for almost $100. Thank goodness I realized the price of each cards before I bought 'em... later then I bought nothing.
...and some banquet guy asked us to put that card back. I told him that those cards are free but since he won't listen, I just walked out unnoticed before my friend, since he busy doing photoshoot with his Nikon S240 (I think that's the brand). Later after minutes we met outside the hall and head straight to Burger King nearby. Then after that, we had drinks and passing him those cards before we split.
p/s: Chrissy, I'm sorry for being slow. Yes I understand you hated that but you must know that I hate being slow too, not to mention that I have some problems concerning my mental. I'm trying my best here and do all I can to help and treat you all I can. But after what you've told me just now...
... I understand the times you ignored me and I forced myself to think of something else that would rather make my heart feeling better than telling myself that what already I've been thinking. It'll clearly make me like thrashing things up since I can't really contain my other side for long. But well, I beg God for his mercy and help...
...I've told you before that if you're like unsure of things, stop. Think before you make your decision. After making clearance of your decision, then go for it and never look back. If you really love someone, means that you're ready to help, trusting him and do anything for him as well as trying to understand him. But then if your heart was like still attached to somebody else, like your ex, and you found out that you're with someone else right now, why don't you just fight that feeling and just think about your current boyfriend and family... and friends?
It's all inside your heart, Chrissy, and your mind too. You know the consequences but still you fell for it. I'm feeling really upset, sad, torn, broken.... but still I believe that one day that you'll soon recover from all these craps! But like I said just now.... it's all in your heart. You're no longer a lil girl, but you're a woman now, have a capability to think. Search guidance. I know that you can do it. You have your parents, your friends, you got Padil, you got Me...
...you have GOD on your side...
...and sorry for talking harshly to you inside this post. I'm so sorry... but I just want you to realize that ignoring me for that reason is totally turning me off, and not to mention making my heart chipped out bit by bit.
Honestly Chrissy, I still love you, and I'm defending that feeling inside my heart and won't let anything corrupt it, and I hope that you do so like me, defending. As God tested us if we believe in Him and pray for guidance and help, our love should be stronger. But sooner or later we'll part because God said so. He knows better than we think so what we all could do is to accept it and continue our lives. We're not permanent beings anyway, and neither for the world and matters within it.
<33
Current Song:All I Wanted by Michelle Branch
Woohoo! Just got back from visiting KLCC with my close friend. There's a Magic; The Gathering Pro Tour held there. But what I did there wasn't to compete, but instead I went looting all the cards I found on empty tables. My bro & my best friend told us that these cards can be taken away. Well, better for us to "loot" those in front of those people & contestants rather than put to waste, ended up inside the recycle bin. The loot was like estimated around hundreds of ringgit. XD We saw a guy picking up some cards secretly while me & my friend said "What the heck?". So what I did was unzip my bags and put those inside in front of the people. Being foolhardy is a worthwhile, after all...
....and I almost bought rare, powerful cards for almost $100. Thank goodness I realized the price of each cards before I bought 'em... later then I bought nothing.
...and some banquet guy asked us to put that card back. I told him that those cards are free but since he won't listen, I just walked out unnoticed before my friend, since he busy doing photoshoot with his Nikon S240 (I think that's the brand). Later after minutes we met outside the hall and head straight to Burger King nearby. Then after that, we had drinks and passing him those cards before we split.
p/s: Chrissy, I'm sorry for being slow. Yes I understand you hated that but you must know that I hate being slow too, not to mention that I have some problems concerning my mental. I'm trying my best here and do all I can to help and treat you all I can. But after what you've told me just now...
... I understand the times you ignored me and I forced myself to think of something else that would rather make my heart feeling better than telling myself that what already I've been thinking. It'll clearly make me like thrashing things up since I can't really contain my other side for long. But well, I beg God for his mercy and help...
...I've told you before that if you're like unsure of things, stop. Think before you make your decision. After making clearance of your decision, then go for it and never look back. If you really love someone, means that you're ready to help, trusting him and do anything for him as well as trying to understand him. But then if your heart was like still attached to somebody else, like your ex, and you found out that you're with someone else right now, why don't you just fight that feeling and just think about your current boyfriend and family... and friends?
It's all inside your heart, Chrissy, and your mind too. You know the consequences but still you fell for it. I'm feeling really upset, sad, torn, broken.... but still I believe that one day that you'll soon recover from all these craps! But like I said just now.... it's all in your heart. You're no longer a lil girl, but you're a woman now, have a capability to think. Search guidance. I know that you can do it. You have your parents, your friends, you got Padil, you got Me...
...you have GOD on your side...
...and sorry for talking harshly to you inside this post. I'm so sorry... but I just want you to realize that ignoring me for that reason is totally turning me off, and not to mention making my heart chipped out bit by bit.
Honestly Chrissy, I still love you, and I'm defending that feeling inside my heart and won't let anything corrupt it, and I hope that you do so like me, defending. As God tested us if we believe in Him and pray for guidance and help, our love should be stronger. But sooner or later we'll part because God said so. He knows better than we think so what we all could do is to accept it and continue our lives. We're not permanent beings anyway, and neither for the world and matters within it.
<33
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Sickness and hope
Emotion/s: Sick, tired...
Current Song: Taking Over Me by Evanescence
Still having the dreaded fever. My stocks of tissues finished yesterday. I'm having troubles like getting in & out of the toilet a lot of times to clear out the runny nose since my nose generates too much water & mucus due to my fever. How I hate this, but things happened for a reason. A test from God, and I'm giving in and believed His plans while begging for His forgiveness. He wanted me to remember Him always.
... simple and dramatic. Heck I'm not really in the mood of dramatic-ness for now.
... and I'm hoping that it'll recover before incoming Tuesday, where me, Padil, Chrissy & Sherlyn will meet at Berjaya Times Square. If Padil don't wanna come, I'll kick his butt. Anyway, hope that Chrissy can make it this Tuesday. We go watch CJ7. ^^
I don't have much time to lose since I need to get back home A.S.A.P. I need food and enough rest there before going back here in Kepong tomorrow afternoon.
Love her very much. <33
Current Song: Taking Over Me by Evanescence
Still having the dreaded fever. My stocks of tissues finished yesterday. I'm having troubles like getting in & out of the toilet a lot of times to clear out the runny nose since my nose generates too much water & mucus due to my fever. How I hate this, but things happened for a reason. A test from God, and I'm giving in and believed His plans while begging for His forgiveness. He wanted me to remember Him always.
... simple and dramatic. Heck I'm not really in the mood of dramatic-ness for now.
... and I'm hoping that it'll recover before incoming Tuesday, where me, Padil, Chrissy & Sherlyn will meet at Berjaya Times Square. If Padil don't wanna come, I'll kick his butt. Anyway, hope that Chrissy can make it this Tuesday. We go watch CJ7. ^^
I don't have much time to lose since I need to get back home A.S.A.P. I need food and enough rest there before going back here in Kepong tomorrow afternoon.
Love her very much. <33
Friday, February 15, 2008
Fever and fame
Emotion/s: Smiling, a lil happy... and fever =.="
Current Song: Moment by Vivian or Kazuma
Had a fever since yesterday... oww.... the headache made me quite uncomfortable. My whole house also infected. Not to mention the wet nose. Missed yesterday's episode of the drama. Thanks to Chrissy for updating me of what happened inside that drama. That time I was going off for dinner with Padil. We chose to dinner early so later we could rest earlier.
... and I skipped Friday prayers today due to my fever. Couldn't wake up from the bed till almost 12 pm. So what I did back then was just sms-ing with my darling.
3 pm me & Padil went to the college for the college corporate video project discussion. We're some of the selected peoples who involved in revamping the lame old yet obsolete video. The video was so darn lame & people was like yawning during the session. But then, things became interesting during the brainstorming session. Lots of idea has been poured; conventions, performance, cool advertisings, identity revamp and so on... Hopefully one day, our college will be standing as tall as the other "branded" colleges such as Lim Kok Wing, The One Academy, Malaysia Institute of Art and so on...
....and yet we haven't had our lunch for today, except for light snacks during the conference. An hour ago we just had instant noodles. So much for the meal.....
Will be back home tomorrow morning...
Love my darling very much. <33
Current Song: Moment by Vivian or Kazuma
Had a fever since yesterday... oww.... the headache made me quite uncomfortable. My whole house also infected. Not to mention the wet nose. Missed yesterday's episode of the drama. Thanks to Chrissy for updating me of what happened inside that drama. That time I was going off for dinner with Padil. We chose to dinner early so later we could rest earlier.
... and I skipped Friday prayers today due to my fever. Couldn't wake up from the bed till almost 12 pm. So what I did back then was just sms-ing with my darling.
3 pm me & Padil went to the college for the college corporate video project discussion. We're some of the selected peoples who involved in revamping the lame old yet obsolete video. The video was so darn lame & people was like yawning during the session. But then, things became interesting during the brainstorming session. Lots of idea has been poured; conventions, performance, cool advertisings, identity revamp and so on... Hopefully one day, our college will be standing as tall as the other "branded" colleges such as Lim Kok Wing, The One Academy, Malaysia Institute of Art and so on...
....and yet we haven't had our lunch for today, except for light snacks during the conference. An hour ago we just had instant noodles. So much for the meal.....
Will be back home tomorrow morning...
Love my darling very much. <33
Randomness // V-Day issue...
Emotion/s: A lil cheerful, smile on the face...
Current Song: Don't Stop Movin' by S Club 7
Hahaha... indeed a happy time in High Street 5 with Padil by my side. Still feel a lil bite lonely when my darling isn't around. =( But anyway after Padil installed Windows Live Messenger, the chatting goes merrier than before. Hahaha!
Yesterday was the V-Day, and I was bored since me & her cannot date. Both got problems of our own. =\ Hopefully we'll meet soon. <33 Blasting firecrackers outside my apartment shows that tonight is the eve (I think....) of Hokkien New Year... sounds like there's a war out there. *hides*
...and yeah, on 3 pm got the launching of college's video. Me & Padil were invited, and our presence is compulsory. @_@
Current Song: Don't Stop Movin' by S Club 7
Hahaha... indeed a happy time in High Street 5 with Padil by my side. Still feel a lil bite lonely when my darling isn't around. =( But anyway after Padil installed Windows Live Messenger, the chatting goes merrier than before. Hahaha!
Yesterday was the V-Day, and I was bored since me & her cannot date. Both got problems of our own. =\ Hopefully we'll meet soon. <33 Blasting firecrackers outside my apartment shows that tonight is the eve (I think....) of Hokkien New Year... sounds like there's a war out there. *hides*
...and yeah, on 3 pm got the launching of college's video. Me & Padil were invited, and our presence is compulsory. @_@
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
The heart says....
Emotion/s: A lil confused, missing badly for someone...
Current Song: All About Loving You by Bon Jovi
...
...
...
Darling...
I never meant to hurt you in anyway, it was my reckless move to confess to you. I was in confusion that time, but you came to my aid. It was the time when I was in a pitch black hole, then you show me your hand, and bring me into the light. Unnoticed by both of us, we fell for each other. For you, not daring to accept the facts, I wasn't sure why, but for all I noe, I was true to my heart.
The only reason I keep my emotion to myself because i don't wan2 let other see the misery I have been. I have learn that, some1 out there like you would prefer to see me smiling rather than mull over things. The things you said to me, done for me, and even bickering our head off, I like it very much...
Everytime when you scold me for something or even smallest thing ever, I didn't mind because I know deep down inside you, cared and loved me for who I am, and not for who I am pretending.
...
I'm terribly sorry about what happened last night. I didn't seriously meant to hurt you, but its hurt me too when i heard that you were crying. For you have not known, much pain I go through to think of you crying to yourself, not being able to be there to keep you company, to hold onto you, to calm you...
...to even kiss you...
I really wish I was there to cry with you...
I try to calm myself and being all emotionless, for deep down inside me is burning with frustration and depression of losing you. Even today, I screwed up my presentation. Being no reason at all, I missed you so much and yet care bout you, that your images popped up into my head. Your smile and looks makes me drift away into some dreamland.
...
For now I only ask for one thing;
Can you forgive yourself, since I have already forgiven you? God would have said the same thing as me.
*cries*
Current Song: All About Loving You by Bon Jovi
...
...
...
Darling...
I never meant to hurt you in anyway, it was my reckless move to confess to you. I was in confusion that time, but you came to my aid. It was the time when I was in a pitch black hole, then you show me your hand, and bring me into the light. Unnoticed by both of us, we fell for each other. For you, not daring to accept the facts, I wasn't sure why, but for all I noe, I was true to my heart.
The only reason I keep my emotion to myself because i don't wan2 let other see the misery I have been. I have learn that, some1 out there like you would prefer to see me smiling rather than mull over things. The things you said to me, done for me, and even bickering our head off, I like it very much...
Everytime when you scold me for something or even smallest thing ever, I didn't mind because I know deep down inside you, cared and loved me for who I am, and not for who I am pretending.
...
I'm terribly sorry about what happened last night. I didn't seriously meant to hurt you, but its hurt me too when i heard that you were crying. For you have not known, much pain I go through to think of you crying to yourself, not being able to be there to keep you company, to hold onto you, to calm you...
...to even kiss you...
I really wish I was there to cry with you...
I try to calm myself and being all emotionless, for deep down inside me is burning with frustration and depression of losing you. Even today, I screwed up my presentation. Being no reason at all, I missed you so much and yet care bout you, that your images popped up into my head. Your smile and looks makes me drift away into some dreamland.
...
For now I only ask for one thing;
Can you forgive yourself, since I have already forgiven you? God would have said the same thing as me.
*cries*
Of last night's confession
Emotion/s: Tired, Sleepy...
Current Song: Stop Stop Stop by Nu Virgos
No I didn't trust him
But he rushed me to feel
Tried me mesmerize to me
With his all sex appeal
Told me everything
That I was longing to hear
Shine and handsome
My souvenir
And then all of sudden
I have fallen in love
He would put me down
But I’d still place him above
Tired of searching for the love
That still lives in him
Given my everything
Like a souvenir
* Given up my heart
In the name of the memory
Fallen down like rain
He could feel every drop
Now I know I have
Have the courage to tell him
Tell him to stop!stop!stop!
[Repeat *]
I’ve become invisible
I melt away at night
Dreams for once so colorful
Become black and white
Loving once so wonderful
Is no longer here
So I’ll keep this feeling
Like a souvenir
[Repeat * , *]
[Repeat * , *]
Stop! Stop! Stop!
Stop! Stop! Stop!
....
Last night feels like, I don't know....
I told her to stop do anything that actually against her will, even though things done half-heartedly. The result of the several weeks inside the virtual relationship has brought us into the moment of truth...
... and I wondered why you still doing this to me while I already knew it?
I was a little upset, still....but seriously, inside her uncertainty there's still a glimmer of hope for her. Well, not that I'm angry with what she did to me all this while, only that I don't want her to do things that she's not supposed inside her current situation right now. =( Can't we just be honest? Truth hurts, yes, but to lie is even more hurt by the end...
I've no denial that I still have feelings for her, even though I have to face it that things aren't like what it used to be. Well, serves me right for crying out loud, for confessing too early before the time. But I couldn't help myself that time.
... or was it Cupid misfired the arrow and hit the wrong person instead? (bad pun, sorry...)
But what happened, happened. Every thing happened for a reason... God, please help us calm down our heart and feelings...
I honestly don't want to lose her, be it as a lover or a good friend, for the least. I've like....
...never feels like she's faking things out. If not, I would've been really sad and broken earlier. But instead, I felt normal, a lil bit happier than the days before. But what happened last night makes me feel pity of her. To me, even though IF she's faking it, she wouldn't be so caring, wasn't that right? But then, I couldn't make myself mad & angry. maybe because too much heartbreaks I've encountered before makes me feeling fine, even though a lil upset and sad are undeniable feelings.
I'll post the rest of the topic later... gotta be hurry since I got presentation in an hour. >.<
Current Song: Stop Stop Stop by Nu Virgos
No I didn't trust him
But he rushed me to feel
Tried me mesmerize to me
With his all sex appeal
Told me everything
That I was longing to hear
Shine and handsome
My souvenir
And then all of sudden
I have fallen in love
He would put me down
But I’d still place him above
Tired of searching for the love
That still lives in him
Given my everything
Like a souvenir
* Given up my heart
In the name of the memory
Fallen down like rain
He could feel every drop
Now I know I have
Have the courage to tell him
Tell him to stop!stop!stop!
[Repeat *]
I’ve become invisible
I melt away at night
Dreams for once so colorful
Become black and white
Loving once so wonderful
Is no longer here
So I’ll keep this feeling
Like a souvenir
[Repeat * , *]
[Repeat * , *]
Stop! Stop! Stop!
Stop! Stop! Stop!
....
Last night feels like, I don't know....
I told her to stop do anything that actually against her will, even though things done half-heartedly. The result of the several weeks inside the virtual relationship has brought us into the moment of truth...
... and I wondered why you still doing this to me while I already knew it?
I was a little upset, still....but seriously, inside her uncertainty there's still a glimmer of hope for her. Well, not that I'm angry with what she did to me all this while, only that I don't want her to do things that she's not supposed inside her current situation right now. =( Can't we just be honest? Truth hurts, yes, but to lie is even more hurt by the end...
I've no denial that I still have feelings for her, even though I have to face it that things aren't like what it used to be. Well, serves me right for crying out loud, for confessing too early before the time. But I couldn't help myself that time.
... or was it Cupid misfired the arrow and hit the wrong person instead? (bad pun, sorry...)
But what happened, happened. Every thing happened for a reason... God, please help us calm down our heart and feelings...
I honestly don't want to lose her, be it as a lover or a good friend, for the least. I've like....
...never feels like she's faking things out. If not, I would've been really sad and broken earlier. But instead, I felt normal, a lil bit happier than the days before. But what happened last night makes me feel pity of her. To me, even though IF she's faking it, she wouldn't be so caring, wasn't that right? But then, I couldn't make myself mad & angry. maybe because too much heartbreaks I've encountered before makes me feeling fine, even though a lil upset and sad are undeniable feelings.
I'll post the rest of the topic later... gotta be hurry since I got presentation in an hour. >.<
Monday, February 11, 2008
Of current song and random post...
Emotion/s: Stressed out but normal...
Current Song: You Make Me Wanna by Blue
Maths class... Quadratic equation ain't that bad. Could catch up some. =) But still, my brain got fried within those killer hours. Today, nothing much could be told. Same old things that I ain't no really wanna state here, but my heart feels like posting for no reason. Haha!
...and yeah....the presentation's TOMORROW!
My current song reflects my current situation at this moment, no, but since that day. But only today that I feel like to replay this song over and over again. The song is indeed nice, and not to mention the group as well. Too bad the group is disbanded long ago. Missed them. =(
...and to honor this group, I'm putting down the lyrics.
You Make Me Wanna
You know you make me wanna.
You know you make me wanna.
To start it off I know you know me
To come to think of it, it was only last week.
That I had a dream about us, oh.
That's why I am here, I'm writing this song.
To tell the truth you know I have been hurting all along,
Someway let me know, you want me girl.
Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need.
Baby that's why:
You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
Well I know that these feelings won't end no, no.
They'll just get stronger if I see you again.
Baby I'm tired of being friends.
I wanna know if you feel the same
And could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Don't leave me in doubt.
Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need.
And baby that's why:
You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I'll take you home real quick
And sit you down on the couch
Pour some Dom Perignon and hit the lights out.
Baby we can make sweet love.
Then we'll take it nice and slow.
I'm gonna touch you like you've never know before
We're gonna make love all night.
You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
.... and last, but not least. This song's for YOU.
Current Song: You Make Me Wanna by Blue
Maths class... Quadratic equation ain't that bad. Could catch up some. =) But still, my brain got fried within those killer hours. Today, nothing much could be told. Same old things that I ain't no really wanna state here, but my heart feels like posting for no reason. Haha!
...and yeah....the presentation's TOMORROW!
My current song reflects my current situation at this moment, no, but since that day. But only today that I feel like to replay this song over and over again. The song is indeed nice, and not to mention the group as well. Too bad the group is disbanded long ago. Missed them. =(
...and to honor this group, I'm putting down the lyrics.
You Make Me Wanna
You know you make me wanna.
You know you make me wanna.
To start it off I know you know me
To come to think of it, it was only last week.
That I had a dream about us, oh.
That's why I am here, I'm writing this song.
To tell the truth you know I have been hurting all along,
Someway let me know, you want me girl.
Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need.
Baby that's why:
You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
Well I know that these feelings won't end no, no.
They'll just get stronger if I see you again.
Baby I'm tired of being friends.
I wanna know if you feel the same
And could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Don't leave me in doubt.
Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need.
And baby that's why:
You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I'll take you home real quick
And sit you down on the couch
Pour some Dom Perignon and hit the lights out.
Baby we can make sweet love.
Then we'll take it nice and slow.
I'm gonna touch you like you've never know before
We're gonna make love all night.
You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
.... and last, but not least. This song's for YOU.
Friday, February 08, 2008
Of assignments and boredom...
Emotion/s: Normal, a lil sleepy...
Current Song: Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen
Hmm... nothing much for what happened yesterday; assignments, same everyday things.... I don't know that doing proposals can actually give a sudden blackout to me. Well, things are there and all I do is just arranging them. =\
... and there are still other assignments like Java, Mathematics.... Aaaarrrgghhhhh!!!!!
Okay....now I list things I did yesterday:
1) Watching Charlie the Unicorn video for 2 times
2) Watching almost 10 times the videos of Bohemian Rhapsody (kills Padil)
3) Sleep-PC-Sleep cycle for almost 5 times
.... see? Same old stuffs, same old acts. Dad's dropping by giving some more cash for me to survive. Should've been home by yesterday but due to unfinished assignments, I'm so-called forced to stay (hey, I need my dose of games too okay?) till today. Well, today I'll be going back home, and must arrive before Friday prayers. =)
*relax for a while before continuing on assignments*
Current Song: Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen
Hmm... nothing much for what happened yesterday; assignments, same everyday things.... I don't know that doing proposals can actually give a sudden blackout to me. Well, things are there and all I do is just arranging them. =\
... and there are still other assignments like Java, Mathematics.... Aaaarrrgghhhhh!!!!!
Okay....now I list things I did yesterday:
1) Watching Charlie the Unicorn video for 2 times
2) Watching almost 10 times the videos of Bohemian Rhapsody (kills Padil)
3) Sleep-PC-Sleep cycle for almost 5 times
.... see? Same old stuffs, same old acts. Dad's dropping by giving some more cash for me to survive. Should've been home by yesterday but due to unfinished assignments, I'm so-called forced to stay (hey, I need my dose of games too okay?) till today. Well, today I'll be going back home, and must arrive before Friday prayers. =)
*relax for a while before continuing on assignments*
Thursday, February 07, 2008
Of maths and unfinished works
Emotion/s: Normal, trauma (maths syndrome) *whacks self*
Current Song: Kuroi Namida by Tsuchiya Anna
Just had myself lamb chop for dinner... and there goes my 10 bucks. But it's worth it since I haven't had that for around 2 months. Haha...
Yesterday my class had only maths class, but then things came worst than I thought; quiz. 5 questions and my brain, which always happened to blink like a toilet lamp switch that always being switched on and off non-stop, stopped for around 1 1/2 hour. There's a lot of work operations for the equations but trust me....
...none would be correct.
So after feeling like forever inside that dreaded gas room, we got our freedom. We came out with a huge relief and said, "Don't worry, you won't even score a single question...". So far I've never seen a student or person who studied graphics with good maths at hand. really, because we've been trained with handiworks and image-editing softwares that are actually, doesn't have anything to do with maths.
Haiz....
In the morning or afternoon maybe I'll go back home. My proposals for the presentation next week haven't finished yet. Still got a lot to be done. Seems like I have to come back here in a quite early hour, maybe in the morning around 10. Hopefully mom won't delay me just like she used to. I hope that she understands my current situation. Love her so much.
*jumps back to work* >.<
Current Song: Kuroi Namida by Tsuchiya Anna
Just had myself lamb chop for dinner... and there goes my 10 bucks. But it's worth it since I haven't had that for around 2 months. Haha...
Yesterday my class had only maths class, but then things came worst than I thought; quiz. 5 questions and my brain, which always happened to blink like a toilet lamp switch that always being switched on and off non-stop, stopped for around 1 1/2 hour. There's a lot of work operations for the equations but trust me....
...none would be correct.
So after feeling like forever inside that dreaded gas room, we got our freedom. We came out with a huge relief and said, "Don't worry, you won't even score a single question...". So far I've never seen a student or person who studied graphics with good maths at hand. really, because we've been trained with handiworks and image-editing softwares that are actually, doesn't have anything to do with maths.
Haiz....
In the morning or afternoon maybe I'll go back home. My proposals for the presentation next week haven't finished yet. Still got a lot to be done. Seems like I have to come back here in a quite early hour, maybe in the morning around 10. Hopefully mom won't delay me just like she used to. I hope that she understands my current situation. Love her so much.
*jumps back to work* >.<
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
Dry wallet // Boredom...
Emotion/s: Normal, full (just had dinner), a lil worried...
Current Song: Ash Like Snow by The Brilliant Green
Erm... *checking wallet* Okays... I got no cash inside my wallets for now....and my dad can't come to meet me here at Kepong. If only he warned me earlier, but nevermind... Think that I'll borrow some from Padil.
I knew that I'll be boring during my stay at home this holiday. No High Street 5, no PC, no internet (except at cyber cafe), nothing... But it's okay, I think I can endure this. But then without High Street 5 I'll be....Aaaaarrrrrggghhhh!!!
Next week's gonna be presentation on Advertising Campaign. It's only about the proposal, so it wouldn't be much problem for me as long as if I manage to finish it early. Tonight me & Padil will watch Star Wars Episode III since he hasn't watch it yet.
....'nuff said.
I miss my DARLING very much.... <33
Current Song: Ash Like Snow by The Brilliant Green
Erm... *checking wallet* Okays... I got no cash inside my wallets for now....and my dad can't come to meet me here at Kepong. If only he warned me earlier, but nevermind... Think that I'll borrow some from Padil.
I knew that I'll be boring during my stay at home this holiday. No High Street 5, no PC, no internet (except at cyber cafe), nothing... But it's okay, I think I can endure this. But then without High Street 5 I'll be....Aaaaarrrrrggghhhh!!!
Next week's gonna be presentation on Advertising Campaign. It's only about the proposal, so it wouldn't be much problem for me as long as if I manage to finish it early. Tonight me & Padil will watch Star Wars Episode III since he hasn't watch it yet.
....'nuff said.
I miss my DARLING very much.... <33
Of what happened today // Silent Hill
Emotion/s: Normal, concentrating, multitasking (that's an emotion? LOL!)
Current Song: Rose by Tsuchiya Anna
<<--- Taken days ago (Credits to my housemate, Padil) Darn nice shot, and thanks for the hairstyle. =D
Class from morning till late afternoon. The dreaded mathematics killed me slowly back there. My friends was like... their brain was like switched off right after several minutes inside the class. Same like me here. Suffocated by mass amount of numbers that were actually trying to push their way through into our heads.
...but enough of that.
Done my assignments. My housemate's watching Silent Hill the movie while I was typing my assignment. Darn....the movie is like...really disturbing. The phantoms are quite nasty & disturbing enough to give nightmares. If I were in that movie surely I'll be one of those early victims. @_@
...but i daresay that Cloverfield is better. But I won't say that Silent Hill isn't good. For those who love horror flicks & game fans surely love this one. Not bad...
Tomorrow morning I'll only be having a class. But then, I have to wait for my dad to come here & help settle the apartment bills. If I get lucky I might have some more cash. My pocket is really dried up now...
The class will end this Wednesday. On Thursday, Chinese all around Malaysia & the world will celebrate Chinese New Year...
...and i'm wishing my fellow Chinese friends a happy new year, and may they have a great prosperous years ahead. =)
Monday, February 04, 2008
Randomness...
Emotion/s: Sleepy, blurry, tired....
Current Song: Bartender by T-Pain feat. Akon
Tired.... typing my proposal for the final project. Class at 8 am for usual Monday. Uh...feeling sleepy, but yet missing her at the same time. Nothing much happened for the last 2 days. Same old activities; cleaning the house, playing Star Wars Battlefront with friends. I was dying abck then at home because of boredom. But then, after I burned 2 CDs of High Street 5, I felt kinda happy when listening to those songs at home, and also the insatiable hunger of playing that game grew worst.
Haha....
Current Song: Bartender by T-Pain feat. Akon
Tired.... typing my proposal for the final project. Class at 8 am for usual Monday. Uh...feeling sleepy, but yet missing her at the same time. Nothing much happened for the last 2 days. Same old activities; cleaning the house, playing Star Wars Battlefront with friends. I was dying abck then at home because of boredom. But then, after I burned 2 CDs of High Street 5, I felt kinda happy when listening to those songs at home, and also the insatiable hunger of playing that game grew worst.
Haha....
Friday, February 01, 2008
Of High Street 5 and electricity
Emotion/s: Blurry, weak & sleepy...
Current Song: All You Wanted by Michelle Branch
Whoa... just woke up & still feeling sleepy. Today I'll be heading home. There I'll go; no internet, no High Street 5... and will only be back on Sunday afternoon.
Now wait a minute....I'll burn an audio CD with my favourite High Street 5 songs! More like burning 2 CDs. Will make 'em in audio modes rather than mp3 because my mp3 player has reached it's time. It's rotten now and I gave up by it already. The internal damage is beyond repair. Thank goodness the batteries can still be used so I'll be listening to those using my brother's.
Means that I won't be lonely when I'm back home. A CD of High Street 5 songs will keep me company. =)
Oh yes....I watched the TVB drama at TV2 last night alone without Chrissy. Pity her house the electricity went off since late afternoon. =( Only on 1-2 pm the electricity came back operational. Thank goodness for that. =)
But yeah...last night's game was really fun. =)
...
...I love listening to her voice singing. Haha! So darn sweet... and she told me that she loved to hear my voice. Think that I got it when she said that she missed my voice but when she said that my voice is cute.... now that's something to think about. My voice is darn funny and I'm actually shy. It ain't not that good really. =P I like hers better. So cute.... <33
So mind here if I put that I miss her and love her a lot? (stabbed mercilessly DX)
...and yes, I do...and I don't care . Hahaha! XD
Current Song: All You Wanted by Michelle Branch
Whoa... just woke up & still feeling sleepy. Today I'll be heading home. There I'll go; no internet, no High Street 5... and will only be back on Sunday afternoon.
Now wait a minute....I'll burn an audio CD with my favourite High Street 5 songs! More like burning 2 CDs. Will make 'em in audio modes rather than mp3 because my mp3 player has reached it's time. It's rotten now and I gave up by it already. The internal damage is beyond repair. Thank goodness the batteries can still be used so I'll be listening to those using my brother's.
Means that I won't be lonely when I'm back home. A CD of High Street 5 songs will keep me company. =)
Oh yes....I watched the TVB drama at TV2 last night alone without Chrissy. Pity her house the electricity went off since late afternoon. =( Only on 1-2 pm the electricity came back operational. Thank goodness for that. =)
But yeah...last night's game was really fun. =)
...
...I love listening to her voice singing. Haha! So darn sweet... and she told me that she loved to hear my voice. Think that I got it when she said that she missed my voice but when she said that my voice is cute.... now that's something to think about. My voice is darn funny and I'm actually shy. It ain't not that good really. =P I like hers better. So cute.... <33
So mind here if I put that I miss her and love her a lot? (stabbed mercilessly DX)
...and yes, I do...and I don't care . Hahaha! XD
