Save Green / &I'm Green; Fill me in

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

The heart says....

Emotion/s: A lil confused, missing badly for someone...

Current Song: All About Loving You by Bon Jovi

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Darling...

I never meant to hurt you in anyway, it was my reckless move to confess to you. I was in confusion that time, but you came to my aid. It was the time when I was in a pitch black hole, then you show me your hand, and bring me into the light. Unnoticed by both of us, we fell for each other. For you, not daring to accept the facts, I wasn't sure why, but for all I noe, I was true to my heart.

The only reason I keep my emotion to myself because i don't wan2 let other see the misery I have been. I have learn that, some1 out there like you would prefer to see me smiling rather than mull over things. The things you said to me, done for me, and even bickering our head off, I like it very much...

Everytime when you scold me for something or even smallest thing ever, I didn't mind because I know deep down inside you, cared and loved me for who I am, and not for who I am pretending.

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I'm terribly sorry about what happened last night. I didn't seriously meant to hurt you, but its hurt me too when i heard that you were crying. For you have not known, much pain I go through to think of you crying to yourself, not being able to be there to keep you company, to hold onto you, to calm you...

...to even kiss you...

I really wish I was there to cry with you...

I try to calm myself and being all emotionless, for deep down inside me is burning with frustration and depression of losing you. Even today, I screwed up my presentation. Being no reason at all, I missed you so much and yet care bout you, that your images popped up into my head. Your smile and looks makes me drift away into some dreamland.

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For now I only ask for one thing;

Can you forgive yourself, since I have already forgiven you? God would have said the same thing as me.

*cries*

♠/MY Green Personalities

Khair a.k.a Gypsydres
Talks as much as he observes
As emo as his gh3ys.
Hard as rock and twice as sensitive :)

♣/ The Green Hobbies

Anime, manga, games~~
Cosplay~~ (just started)
Writing poems and stuffs
Reading stuffs
Slacking :p
Chatting (I'm talkative XD)
ParaPara Paradise
Initial D arcade (not pro) ^^"

...and the rest you ask yourself.