Save Green / &I'm Green; Fill me in

Monday, May 12, 2008

I'm Sorry....

Emotion/s: Remorse, down, pessimistic, pathetic...

Current Song: Lian Ai Da Ren by Lou Zhi Xiang

This song sounds happy... it is, but not for me. Not for me.... Listening to this could only left me in tears.

Imagine, hurting the feeling of a single mother during Mother's Day..... that's right, only an absolute nincompoop would do that thing...

...and I did.

For the victim, I say that please forgive me. You deserved people better than me, and I bet there are lotsa good guys out there that deserve you. I've nothing to offer and only will put people into doom. Sorry, but it's true. See? Even she couldn't take me anymore. If you really had enough, at least please think about your only daughter. She's your world. Don't let her see you always cry and mope. She needs you. At least be strong because of her. You're the only idol she has.

See... just because of words. Now that I've realized that I've turned into the the most hateful thing I swore to destroy, becoming the person who actually did this to me before. So much being a counselor or a listener... in fact I'm just as the same as most of the people I've seen all around.

To love, to marry... sweet. Then to mend someone's heart and shattered it back unintentionally just because of choosing between two.... SERIOUSLY PEOPLE IF YOU THINK IT'S TIME TO AVOID ME IT'S THE BEST TIME I WON'T STOP YOU!

I don't play around with people, now see.... I'm becoming degraded just because of my act. Serves me right.

Anyway...

I'm not gonna speak much from now on, be it in game or real life. Maybe people are right about me; just shut up. I talked too much. So much for helping people. Not to be trusted? Yes I do. Nobody should trust anybody 100% anyway. They deserve a chance but not me.

'nuff said.

I'll be back soon.... I'll change. Into what? Something better for the people out there. Less talking. :)

♠/MY Green Personalities

Khair a.k.a Gypsydres
Talks as much as he observes
As emo as his gh3ys.
Hard as rock and twice as sensitive :)

♣/ The Green Hobbies

Anime, manga, games~~
Cosplay~~ (just started)
Writing poems and stuffs
Reading stuffs
Slacking :p
Chatting (I'm talkative XD)
ParaPara Paradise
Initial D arcade (not pro) ^^"

...and the rest you ask yourself.