Save Green / &I'm Green; Fill me in

Monday, May 12, 2008

A thought of self....

Emotion/s: Calm, patient and more collected...

Current Song: Summertime by Beyonce Knowles

After dream of chatting in-game with the gals, now that I came to my thoughts... (yeah, it's just a dream plus what've been playing inside my mind all these while).. and also what I've learned. I admit that I'm just new with these kinda problem and console people to the best and

Love needs tolerance, respect, sacrifice and trust.... lose 1 of these and all will be destroyed. That's what happened to me & those who're involved. I just question myself with these, and they made me think, not twice, but lots of times:

1- If the percentages of living together is low, and almost zero, what are the solutions? Till when the relationship will last? Is it worth to continue?

2- Distance means nothing if one love someone so much. Love can make great breakthroughs and sometimes a lil miracle will help. But what if the family won't give blessings? How much we love someone couldn't fight when it comes to family blessings.

3- People said being single is the best way for students to concentrate more on their studies. Some students might can handle these things but what happened if being destined that the student will actually meet the person soon without being ready? Was it just wrong? Total tolerance will justify everything, or was it not?

4- What happened if the one who loved still in love with someone who is already declared itself being owned, or declared itself just being single to satisfy all sides even thought it hurt a lot? Some fates couldn't be stopped, and some can be change with efforts and prayers. We couldn't even tell what future holds, just hoping for it.

Love comes from the heart and it's unexplainable.. but yes, I've learned that promises played an important role be it intentionally or not. It's like choosing a path, both not yet trodden but the clues of what happened next are there somewhere. Sometimes we have to accept the painful truth as a bonus to get something better in the future.

.... and I questioned myself; What kind of love am I having right now? Was it right or wrong? Could the flaws be accepted or not? Does age matters? Does tolerance lasts? Does respect play it's role here? Will things get better soon? Does patience really pay? I'm confused, some more I was having my studies for Maths test today on last night, couldn't think carefully and was multitasking. I've to choose which one is important...

.... and I chose to help my friends and study with them and talk about these matters all at once. I'm not a person that ignores all these things, but then I have to focus on my studies also. My future! I had to put my studies on priority last night, then I continue on the dialogs...

...and by that time my brain was in haywire, and couldn't think carefully. Anyway what's done is done. Let this be a lesson for me. Anyway, I have to say that I'll stand for my study 1st and will only discuss over the matter after my study hours or whenever I'm free and ready.

Anyway.... sorry if any parts of what has been stated above is offending, didn't mean it, just a thought for me and those who read it to think and make this a lesson. Just what I said, things just couldn't be changed. And again I'm sorry for everything. Hurt today, be better on tomorrow.

♠/MY Green Personalities

Khair a.k.a Gypsydres
Talks as much as he observes
As emo as his gh3ys.
Hard as rock and twice as sensitive :)

♣/ The Green Hobbies

Anime, manga, games~~
Cosplay~~ (just started)
Writing poems and stuffs
Reading stuffs
Slacking :p
Chatting (I'm talkative XD)
ParaPara Paradise
Initial D arcade (not pro) ^^"

...and the rest you ask yourself.