Monday, June 30, 2008
Random post after gathering...
Emotion/s: A lil bit of sadness, tension...
Current Song: Bad Day by Daniel Powter
Been to Genting Highlands from Friday till yesterday, attending to a gathering of FusionXT and Peg4sus guilds. Well, the details will be posted soon.
Been quite in troubled water these days. Anyway I'll be strong in these. God please let me remain in this sanity, and please don't let me go insane.
Time's almost up in the cyber cafe...
Current Song: Bad Day by Daniel Powter
Been to Genting Highlands from Friday till yesterday, attending to a gathering of FusionXT and Peg4sus guilds. Well, the details will be posted soon.
Been quite in troubled water these days. Anyway I'll be strong in these. God please let me remain in this sanity, and please don't let me go insane.
Time's almost up in the cyber cafe...
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Review of the 1st day
Emotion/s: A hint of joy and satisfaction, tired...
Current Song: Orange by Lil' B
Hahaha! First day of intern, and all I learn was making spud gun. XD Nothing much for the first day anyway. Literally just sawing off some PVC pipes and shoot things out. But today, I'll be doing some cleaning at the office. If got chance, then I'll just learn some things. In few more days, it's scriptwriting. :) Found out solution for the transports; ride on 3 buses to go to the office. Going by cab would be a lot faster, but it costs RM10+ per trip. Certainly I'm not gonna go for that option except if I'm really that late.
This Friday, Saturday & Sunday I'll be off to Genting Highlands with the others for guild's gathering; FusionXT & Peg4sus.... and I'm the only representative for the Order69 guild. XD The best thing is, I'll go back and forth my hometown and Genting Highlands for 3 days.
Anyway, I'm tired and gonna sleep now.
Current Song: Orange by Lil' B
Hahaha! First day of intern, and all I learn was making spud gun. XD Nothing much for the first day anyway. Literally just sawing off some PVC pipes and shoot things out. But today, I'll be doing some cleaning at the office. If got chance, then I'll just learn some things. In few more days, it's scriptwriting. :) Found out solution for the transports; ride on 3 buses to go to the office. Going by cab would be a lot faster, but it costs RM10+ per trip. Certainly I'm not gonna go for that option except if I'm really that late.
This Friday, Saturday & Sunday I'll be off to Genting Highlands with the others for guild's gathering; FusionXT & Peg4sus.... and I'm the only representative for the Order69 guild. XD The best thing is, I'll go back and forth my hometown and Genting Highlands for 3 days.
Anyway, I'm tired and gonna sleep now.
Monday, June 23, 2008
Of internship and college fees
Emotion/s: Normal, thoughtful...
Current Song: One Hand In My Pocket by Alanis Morrisette
I love this song, really, since I was a kid... and the main thing is, I love the lyrics. It really suits me, i guess. :p
Today I'm supposed to meet someone from the finance department of the college I'm in. Well, of course it's the matter of updating the bills and queries concerning the issue. But then, the guy who am I supposed to meet wasn't around, and yes, I need to settle these stuffs. After 2 dismal trip back and forth from apartment to college... I gave up, and retreat for now.
Anyway... it seemed that I need put that thing aside and just focus on my intern tomorrow. The fees? Let my parents handle that. I have no time to worry about that, really.
I met Kyo on the afternoon and we had drinks at the coffee house nearby my apartment. We chatted and tell stories, exchanging information and blah blah blah... and I'm confirmed to work alongside with him in the company which I intend to intern.
But then, Kyo told me that since we're running outta business this July, seemed that we all, the workers needed to have ourself a part-time job to sustain ourselves for a time being before the upcoming big project this August. Nice. One part of my plan is gonna move on. Hopefully it'll bear fruit after the days. Just need to be patient. InsyaAllah..
I need to inform my parents about this later. For now, I need to spruce myself up... nah... dinner first. Bath can wait. I'm not smelly yet. The smell of cheap Gatsby cologne spray is still lingering around my shirt. I love the smell. XD
...and for Janna, wish her get well soon. God help.
Current Song: One Hand In My Pocket by Alanis Morrisette
I love this song, really, since I was a kid... and the main thing is, I love the lyrics. It really suits me, i guess. :p
Today I'm supposed to meet someone from the finance department of the college I'm in. Well, of course it's the matter of updating the bills and queries concerning the issue. But then, the guy who am I supposed to meet wasn't around, and yes, I need to settle these stuffs. After 2 dismal trip back and forth from apartment to college... I gave up, and retreat for now.
Anyway... it seemed that I need put that thing aside and just focus on my intern tomorrow. The fees? Let my parents handle that. I have no time to worry about that, really.
I met Kyo on the afternoon and we had drinks at the coffee house nearby my apartment. We chatted and tell stories, exchanging information and blah blah blah... and I'm confirmed to work alongside with him in the company which I intend to intern.
But then, Kyo told me that since we're running outta business this July, seemed that we all, the workers needed to have ourself a part-time job to sustain ourselves for a time being before the upcoming big project this August. Nice. One part of my plan is gonna move on. Hopefully it'll bear fruit after the days. Just need to be patient. InsyaAllah..
I need to inform my parents about this later. For now, I need to spruce myself up... nah... dinner first. Bath can wait. I'm not smelly yet. The smell of cheap Gatsby cologne spray is still lingering around my shirt. I love the smell. XD
...and for Janna, wish her get well soon. God help.
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Tagged // Random
Emotion/s: Normal...
Current Song: Flying Without Wings by Westlife
1. Six People to Tag. The victims are
Queenie
itsDEJAvu
Lily
whoever wana be tagged
2. Six Things I'm Passionate About
-Gundam (Wing, Seed, Seed Destiny, 00)
-God
-Poetries~
-Someone special
-Reading great books (Artemis Fowl for now XD)
-Passionate on finishing my diploma then later just work. XD
3. Six Things I Say Too Often
-hehehe
-wowsers
-Dialogue between Anakin & Palpatine on Star Wars ep 3 (when Anakin become Vader)
-Mak Limah (I dunno, just random)
-D'arvit! (Taken from Artemis Fowl books XD)
-Actually... (been using that word lately)
4. Six Books I've Read Recently
-Books about Doomsday (Hari Kiamat)
-Holy Quran
-Artemis Fowl
-Vampire Academy
-My poems' collection
-Command & Conquer Tiberium War User's Manual
5. Six Songs I can Listen to Again and Again
-Stay With Me : Danity Kane
-Kuroi Namida : Anna Tsuchiya
-A is for Allah : Yusuf Islam
-What I've Done : Linkin Park
-Toccata and Fugue in D Minor : Johann Sebastian Bach
-Bohemian Rhapsody : Queen
6. Six Things I Learnt in the Past Year
-Learn not to be sooooo dependant on people like i used to
-Learn to respect ppl
-Learn to write better lol
-Learn that not everyone is perfect and accept for who they are
-Learn that with each mistake/horror/sad situation or happening there is always a reason
Ooooookay..... that's for being tagged. Whoever who read this, just consider yourself being tagged. Nothing much to be done here. I'll settle college stuffs by tomorrow, then start my intern on the next day. I just hate it when college said that we're still having debt while we all here done paying. Nevermind, things will soon settle.
Current Song: Flying Without Wings by Westlife
1. Six People to Tag. The victims are
Queenie
itsDEJAvu
Lily
whoever wana be tagged
2. Six Things I'm Passionate About
-Gundam (Wing, Seed, Seed Destiny, 00)
-God
-Poetries~
-Someone special
-Reading great books (Artemis Fowl for now XD)
-Passionate on finishing my diploma then later just work. XD
3. Six Things I Say Too Often
-hehehe
-wowsers
-Dialogue between Anakin & Palpatine on Star Wars ep 3 (when Anakin become Vader)
-Mak Limah (I dunno, just random)
-D'arvit! (Taken from Artemis Fowl books XD)
-Actually... (been using that word lately)
4. Six Books I've Read Recently
-Books about Doomsday (Hari Kiamat)
-Holy Quran
-Artemis Fowl
-Vampire Academy
-My poems' collection
-Command & Conquer Tiberium War User's Manual
5. Six Songs I can Listen to Again and Again
-Stay With Me : Danity Kane
-Kuroi Namida : Anna Tsuchiya
-A is for Allah : Yusuf Islam
-What I've Done : Linkin Park
-Toccata and Fugue in D Minor : Johann Sebastian Bach
-Bohemian Rhapsody : Queen
6. Six Things I Learnt in the Past Year
-Learn not to be sooooo dependant on people like i used to
-Learn to respect ppl
-Learn to write better lol
-Learn that not everyone is perfect and accept for who they are
-Learn that with each mistake/horror/sad situation or happening there is always a reason
Ooooookay..... that's for being tagged. Whoever who read this, just consider yourself being tagged. Nothing much to be done here. I'll settle college stuffs by tomorrow, then start my intern on the next day. I just hate it when college said that we're still having debt while we all here done paying. Nevermind, things will soon settle.
Friday, June 20, 2008
Random mental disorder
Emotion/s: Normal...
Current Song: Graceful World by Every Little Thing
Hmm... guess that I will just delete those 2 long posts I did before before I go back home today in around 11 am. It's just soppy. For those who didn't, or couldn't read it, just forget it. It's just soppy. They're my "period" of emo. Sounds like a female. LOL to myself.
Okay, enough of those craps.
After had "talks" and so-called "discussions", and like always being whammed by my own stupidity... I calmed down back, right after I arrived at Sogo on 7 pm plus and had my dinner there. :) Then, I spent around RM17 for playing at the arcade there, which means I played for 17 games of Parapara Paradise 2nd Mix and Initial D 3 and used 34 tokens. Man... am I a spendthrift? It's kinda stupid, but then it's the only way so far that can regain back my senses, if not, I would still be moaning, crying and talking to myself in the room, alone.
Mental disorder, just forgive that. I had my times before.
Been quite unfortunate these days; Padil & Zapril had themselves practical at Kajang, nearby our former college there. I was about to join them till I asked my dad about my part and he halted me for a discussion over this week. So, most probably I couldn't even join them at all. They'll take away the modem and router and rent themselves a house there, leaving me without internet, except going to the cc. There goes my wee-hour line. I'm gonna miss this....
I should clear my mind from those unwanted things and start making my move for the sake of my own future, not moping around like sh*t (I would cry again but maybe not in these days, maybe later, of other causes, or maybe just burst out in random time). Hmm... what else?
*jumps to bed and sleeps*
Current Song: Graceful World by Every Little Thing
Hmm... guess that I will just delete those 2 long posts I did before before I go back home today in around 11 am. It's just soppy. For those who didn't, or couldn't read it, just forget it. It's just soppy. They're my "period" of emo. Sounds like a female. LOL to myself.
Okay, enough of those craps.
After had "talks" and so-called "discussions", and like always being whammed by my own stupidity... I calmed down back, right after I arrived at Sogo on 7 pm plus and had my dinner there. :) Then, I spent around RM17 for playing at the arcade there, which means I played for 17 games of Parapara Paradise 2nd Mix and Initial D 3 and used 34 tokens. Man... am I a spendthrift? It's kinda stupid, but then it's the only way so far that can regain back my senses, if not, I would still be moaning, crying and talking to myself in the room, alone.
Mental disorder, just forgive that. I had my times before.
Been quite unfortunate these days; Padil & Zapril had themselves practical at Kajang, nearby our former college there. I was about to join them till I asked my dad about my part and he halted me for a discussion over this week. So, most probably I couldn't even join them at all. They'll take away the modem and router and rent themselves a house there, leaving me without internet, except going to the cc. There goes my wee-hour line. I'm gonna miss this....
I should clear my mind from those unwanted things and start making my move for the sake of my own future, not moping around like sh*t (I would cry again but maybe not in these days, maybe later, of other causes, or maybe just burst out in random time). Hmm... what else?
*jumps to bed and sleeps*
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Of Yusuf Estes...
Emotion/s: Amused, a lil bit of thinking...
Current Song: Stay With Me by Danity Kane
Hmm... a sad song for my current emotions, how ironic. But nevermind. XD
Anyway, lately I've been watching videos in youtube. Video about...
WARNING: RELIGION-SENSITIVE CONTENT. TO BE READ ONLY FOR THOSE WHO ARE REALLY CURIOUS AND FOR GENERAL UNDERSTANDING.
... Brother Sheikh Yusuf Estes, the National Muslim Chaplain For American Muslims. He traveled around the world lecturing and sharing the message of the Christ of the Quran in Islam. Well, I'm lazy to put in here all of his personal infos and stuffs, but then later I'll put some useful links of his site and biography.
Briefly explaining, he's a funny guy that explains Islam in a very direct, simple yet funny way, given the nickname of "Funny Sheik". Nicely done for a guy like him. Haha! I love him so much. The way he talks is very amusing, yet makes people think. I just wished that there's a lot of people in this world like him. He did made me understand Islam better and a simple way. If only the muslim talk show here is delivered nicely like he did.
God bless you, sir. =)
http://www.islamtomorrow.com/
http://www.famousmuslims.com/Yusuf%20Estes.htm
As an ex-preacher, he studied a lot from the Quran and Bible, and answered every question smoothly; by the facts, books and experiences. For those who interested in interfaith dialogues and understandings in general Islam and Christianity, I suggest you try visiting the sites I put in.
Missed that person a lot. :(
Current Song: Stay With Me by Danity Kane
Hmm... a sad song for my current emotions, how ironic. But nevermind. XD
Anyway, lately I've been watching videos in youtube. Video about...
WARNING: RELIGION-SENSITIVE CONTENT. TO BE READ ONLY FOR THOSE WHO ARE REALLY CURIOUS AND FOR GENERAL UNDERSTANDING.
... Brother Sheikh Yusuf Estes, the National Muslim Chaplain For American Muslims. He traveled around the world lecturing and sharing the message of the Christ of the Quran in Islam. Well, I'm lazy to put in here all of his personal infos and stuffs, but then later I'll put some useful links of his site and biography.
Briefly explaining, he's a funny guy that explains Islam in a very direct, simple yet funny way, given the nickname of "Funny Sheik". Nicely done for a guy like him. Haha! I love him so much. The way he talks is very amusing, yet makes people think. I just wished that there's a lot of people in this world like him. He did made me understand Islam better and a simple way. If only the muslim talk show here is delivered nicely like he did.
God bless you, sir. =)
http://www.islamtomorrow.com/
http://www.famousmuslims.com/Yusuf%20Estes.htm
As an ex-preacher, he studied a lot from the Quran and Bible, and answered every question smoothly; by the facts, books and experiences. For those who interested in interfaith dialogues and understandings in general Islam and Christianity, I suggest you try visiting the sites I put in.
Missed that person a lot. :(
Friday, June 13, 2008
Of tragedy and visitors
Emotion/s: Blurry, tired (just woke up)
Current Song: Life Goes On by Mika Arisaka
Last night my bro called me, telling me that mom has been hospitalized due to being attacked by snatch thief. Then he told me that dad said I need to go back home fast today after college meeting. Goodness that the hospital isn't very far away.
Well, when I called my dad, he told me that doctor said my mom was okay. Nothing serious, he said and she's conscious. I was glad to hear that till now. Just hope next time this kinda thing will never happen again. Heard that it happened during my mom was walking on the way to her workplace. Nothing much that I could gather but then, the truth will be revealed to me today.
Relatives from Singapore will be coming tomorrow for my far cousin's wedding. Well, surely my house will be cramped out since some of them will stay, and my house isn't that big to accommodate most of them. :p
Current Song: Life Goes On by Mika Arisaka
Last night my bro called me, telling me that mom has been hospitalized due to being attacked by snatch thief. Then he told me that dad said I need to go back home fast today after college meeting. Goodness that the hospital isn't very far away.
Well, when I called my dad, he told me that doctor said my mom was okay. Nothing serious, he said and she's conscious. I was glad to hear that till now. Just hope next time this kinda thing will never happen again. Heard that it happened during my mom was walking on the way to her workplace. Nothing much that I could gather but then, the truth will be revealed to me today.
Relatives from Singapore will be coming tomorrow for my far cousin's wedding. Well, surely my house will be cramped out since some of them will stay, and my house isn't that big to accommodate most of them. :p
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Of Artemis Fowl and boredom
Emotion/s: Normal, bored...
Current Song: God Knows... by Aya Hirano
Whoa.... Finished these 2 novels for days. Darn nice... seriously. I just can't have enough of 'em. I so wanna buy the next book; Artemis Fowl and the Lost Colony. Sigh... I think I'll reread 'em again, but then I need to wait for some time to give back the mood.
... and R.I.P Commander Julius Root. I just missed him so much. Mulch Diggums, I love your attitude. Felt like we're the same person (in personality). Artemis... I just love the way you solve the problems. Anyway, it's because that you're just a mere kid, and that's like a turn-off for me. :p Butler... your company is a safe-guarantee. ^^ Captain Holly, wow! You're the woman! You're so darn cool... and Foaly, same as Mulch, but then an extra; you're a techno geek, and I so darn love ya. XD
Anyway, things just back to normal... get slaved back at home, hearing those babbling from mom, but the most important thing; this week I got a wedding to attend, which is my far cousin's. She married to a doctor from Kedah...
...and yes, it's a darn waste of time coming for a week, plus the wedding IS for the whole week. THIS WEEK! Morning slaving, afternoon - night, wedding... 2 places; Ampang & Serdang. Seriously... it's killing me to the core. But then, I'm just free for today. XD
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....
I'm bored, by the way. I felt like going back home, seriously.
Current Song: God Knows... by Aya Hirano
Whoa.... Finished these 2 novels for days. Darn nice... seriously. I just can't have enough of 'em. I so wanna buy the next book; Artemis Fowl and the Lost Colony. Sigh... I think I'll reread 'em again, but then I need to wait for some time to give back the mood.
... and R.I.P Commander Julius Root. I just missed him so much. Mulch Diggums, I love your attitude. Felt like we're the same person (in personality). Artemis... I just love the way you solve the problems. Anyway, it's because that you're just a mere kid, and that's like a turn-off for me. :p Butler... your company is a safe-guarantee. ^^ Captain Holly, wow! You're the woman! You're so darn cool... and Foaly, same as Mulch, but then an extra; you're a techno geek, and I so darn love ya. XD
Anyway, things just back to normal... get slaved back at home, hearing those babbling from mom, but the most important thing; this week I got a wedding to attend, which is my far cousin's. She married to a doctor from Kedah...
...and yes, it's a darn waste of time coming for a week, plus the wedding IS for the whole week. THIS WEEK! Morning slaving, afternoon - night, wedding... 2 places; Ampang & Serdang. Seriously... it's killing me to the core. But then, I'm just free for today. XD
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....
I'm bored, by the way. I felt like going back home, seriously.
Friday, June 06, 2008
Of College-leaving and gathering
Emotion/s: Normal, and a lil sad...
Current Song: Open All Night by Bon Jovi
Hmm... things over now. No more exams, just a lil something to be done concerning credit transfer for the real CGPA results. Registrar has been really clumsy on managing those students' files, and also by shitty, unlogical fees we must pay. Sigh.... Come to think of it, things just getting suckier from time to time. Goodness me, Padil & Zapril are finishing. By this 16th June we'll be working with Janna.
Talking about Janna, she told us that there'll be a gathering soon, a gathering of Hs5 players from several guilds... and yeah, back then in the evening, me, Padil & Zapril went meeting Kyoshiro for a drink, then off to cyber cafe, playing Hs5 for a while. Things were quite hilarious back then, been a lil gathering and pranks. Haha!
Anyway, it'll be hours more before I left, and will coming back here on 16th. I'll be surely miss Hs5 and chatting with friends. Sigh... but it's ok, just for a short while.
*pops a raisin into the mouth*
Current Song: Open All Night by Bon Jovi
Hmm... things over now. No more exams, just a lil something to be done concerning credit transfer for the real CGPA results. Registrar has been really clumsy on managing those students' files, and also by shitty, unlogical fees we must pay. Sigh.... Come to think of it, things just getting suckier from time to time. Goodness me, Padil & Zapril are finishing. By this 16th June we'll be working with Janna.
Talking about Janna, she told us that there'll be a gathering soon, a gathering of Hs5 players from several guilds... and yeah, back then in the evening, me, Padil & Zapril went meeting Kyoshiro for a drink, then off to cyber cafe, playing Hs5 for a while. Things were quite hilarious back then, been a lil gathering and pranks. Haha!
Anyway, it'll be hours more before I left, and will coming back here on 16th. I'll be surely miss Hs5 and chatting with friends. Sigh... but it's ok, just for a short while.
*pops a raisin into the mouth*
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Review for The Shutter (2004) // Random stuffs
Emotion/s: A lil blurry, tired (just woke up lol)
Current Song: I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing by Aerosmith
Okay.... Last night I watched The Shutter with Padil (rEmIx). Whoa.... it's darn thrilling, and horrifying too. Indeed a good story. A story about a photographer being haunted by his former love, which they had started during their high school years. After one-by-one incident happened to his friends and faulty photos, which were mistaken as normal film mistakes, things started to get mysteriously wrong. The photographer and his wife started to unravel the truth bit by bit, until she knows what lies beyond the whole story about the history of all, including her husband's dark secret.
The horror is indeed heart-stopping, and I just can't help but to put away my eyes from watching certain parts which is, well, you'll know where the fright-part will take place but you just can't afford to watch it. Ouch! >.<
And the moral of the story is, don't do stupid things over your girlfriends, and be more responsible. Well, for those who haven't yet watch the movie, I recommend you guys out there to watch. The movie is indeed old, being released in 2004, but it's really nice. Well, Hollywood too, making a remake on this movie, which will be released this 26th June.
Ah... Last Monday was my last exam, and it's Maths. Uh.. I have no comment on it, or else, rather not talking about it. I won't be around anymore for at least 2 weeks starting from this Friday. :(
Right now I'm just focusing on finishing Vagrant Story game, which is from the Playstation console. A nice game, and I love it... and it's from Squaresoft, the company who made Final Fantasy!
'nuff said, back to the game...
Current Song: I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing by Aerosmith
Okay.... Last night I watched The Shutter with Padil (rEmIx). Whoa.... it's darn thrilling, and horrifying too. Indeed a good story. A story about a photographer being haunted by his former love, which they had started during their high school years. After one-by-one incident happened to his friends and faulty photos, which were mistaken as normal film mistakes, things started to get mysteriously wrong. The photographer and his wife started to unravel the truth bit by bit, until she knows what lies beyond the whole story about the history of all, including her husband's dark secret.
The horror is indeed heart-stopping, and I just can't help but to put away my eyes from watching certain parts which is, well, you'll know where the fright-part will take place but you just can't afford to watch it. Ouch! >.<
And the moral of the story is, don't do stupid things over your girlfriends, and be more responsible. Well, for those who haven't yet watch the movie, I recommend you guys out there to watch. The movie is indeed old, being released in 2004, but it's really nice. Well, Hollywood too, making a remake on this movie, which will be released this 26th June.
Ah... Last Monday was my last exam, and it's Maths. Uh.. I have no comment on it, or else, rather not talking about it. I won't be around anymore for at least 2 weeks starting from this Friday. :(
Right now I'm just focusing on finishing Vagrant Story game, which is from the Playstation console. A nice game, and I love it... and it's from Squaresoft, the company who made Final Fantasy!
'nuff said, back to the game...
