Save Green / &I'm Green; Fill me in

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Of what happened today

Emotion/s: Normal...

Current Song: Heroes by The Wallflowers

Well, today's quite a thoughtful day. I've learned that working in such Japanese bookstore is never really as it seems, same goes to other workplace I guess. Things won't go slow there. Even if the sales started to slow, the works must remain as fast and steady as always. Figured out that whatever happened, never ever slow down or else. Such discipline they had... No wonder they can stand out till now. Living Kaizen way, as they said....

Anyway, I had a talk with my unit chief back then at the bookstore. Whatever she told me made sense. Yeah, she'll try to appeal the upper hands for my request. But honestly, I don't mind if I need to go on as a part-timer for some more time. I'm fully understand of what she said before about the comfort zone and stuffs. But I told her that I'm willing to go to any place from either those. I had my reasons. But then again...

But then again a coal won't be a diamond if it never being grinded and polished. I'm a coal, and I never mind getting over that rather than being just a stuff ended inside the fire as fuel.

Seriously patience, if you have a body and a face right now I'll give you a kiss and a hug. You've been a very loyal company until now. You thought me a lot of things. Same goes to experience. :)

Which reminds me; my unite chief asked why I'm always seen alone and wondered whether I've been boycotted or something. Haha! Well, to be honest (if you read this, dear unit chief...) sometimes I'm in solitude because I need to find peace where I can think and find ideas to write (being alone inside a crowd of afternoon break is a count too). Besides that I'm just a loner sometimes. Not that I'm being boycotted or what. But then I still have my meals with other colleagues sometimes. Kinda get used to be lonely because I never really have many friends since young. But then I'm trying to get myself being with the colleagues more often and fight the desire of being alone too much.

...and for Janice, thanks again for the DVDs. ^^ Sorry for I forgot to bring the Devil May Cry CDs for you. I'll bring 'em tomorrow then.

'nuff said for now...

♠/MY Green Personalities

Khair a.k.a Gypsydres
Talks as much as he observes
As emo as his gh3ys.
Hard as rock and twice as sensitive :)

♣/ The Green Hobbies

Anime, manga, games~~
Cosplay~~ (just started)
Writing poems and stuffs
Reading stuffs
Slacking :p
Chatting (I'm talkative XD)
ParaPara Paradise
Initial D arcade (not pro) ^^"

...and the rest you ask yourself.