Save Green / &I'm Green; Fill me in

Monday, April 13, 2009

About love nowadays

Emotion/s: Empty, lonely, thinking stuffs...

Current Song: Stop Stop Stop by Nu Virgos

Hmm... Got this quote from some friend; Love isn't about being with someone you can live with, but being with someone you can't live without. At least this is how it sounds like. Well, it makes sense, really. Most of the people failed to realize that the one for them is just under their noses. They're just around, maybe the closest to them.

Well, as for me I'm kinda scared to fall in love again. Scared of facing the same unwanted things I had before. I had enough. I have to admit that I have eyes on some of my colleagues but...

... it's not that I didn't dare to get dating with any of them but I don't want to have that crushy feelings. Not anymore. Yes, I do have that feeling till now but I have to hold on and let things pass. Time isn't right just yet. I'm sick and tired of facing the same ol' past again. I don't even have a heart on contacting, if can, any of my exes for most of the times we had was dreadful.

Guess I wanna go back where my heart was still a tree stump. No feelings whatsoever. :)

Even if the day comes, I just hope that she's really the one for me. If it takes a thousand years for me to wait, then thousand years it'll be. Just praying that I can be that patient.

♠/MY Green Personalities

Khair a.k.a Gypsydres
Talks as much as he observes
As emo as his gh3ys.
Hard as rock and twice as sensitive :)

♣/ The Green Hobbies

Anime, manga, games~~
Cosplay~~ (just started)
Writing poems and stuffs
Reading stuffs
Slacking :p
Chatting (I'm talkative XD)
ParaPara Paradise
Initial D arcade (not pro) ^^"

...and the rest you ask yourself.