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Monday, May 25, 2009

Stocktake & helping a friend

Emotion/s: Normal, tired, a lil bored...

Current Song: Stargazer ~Hoshi No Tobira~ by Negishi Satori

Been quite a while since my last post. Things just normal lately. Since tomorrow is the day where the Kinokuniya closed for stocktake process, I'll need way much rest because tomorrow will be one of those tiresome days. Good thing is, part-timers will get RM100 right after the job done! Well, I'm not gonna enjoy that since I need to settle up some debts. Anyway, it's still worth it.

... and it's been a while since we hanged out together. Been missing the times hanging out with you. :p Hopefully we can hang out again soon.

Congrats to Alice953 for passing her driver's license. Hope you can get your own car soon. ^^

Lately I've been helping a friend in need... and she's having a hard time at her workplace till now after 2 years of working there. I understand how does it feel being backstabbed by friends and colleagues and no one to trust to. Worse still, she couldn't even get a day off replacement. Her team & those insiders hated her so much and it seemed like they're planning to kick her out! She told me how hard for her and her guy to meet each other since they're both busy, and their time kept being snatched by commitments & stuffs.

She's sad, and reminded me of what happened to my brother before. Well, seemed like her troubles followed me ever since I started to help her, bit by bit; kept being gossiped with scandals and stuffs. Nevermind them! They should try to understand the situation first before making assumptions. Guess this is what we call office politics. Sigh...

She knows my crush on that someone, and let her be. Just that hopefully nobody knows this until the time comes. Yeah, right if that time EVER come and the thing is CONFIRMED. I won't give up on that. If I couldn't get it then just let it be. Maybe we're not meant for each other, but at least I've, or we've tried. I won't be ended up like Dearka this time, but hopefully we'll end up being together like Mwu & Murrue, and wished that we're not going to be like what happened to Dullindal & Talia.

Yeah, right Khair... in your dreams.

Monday, May 11, 2009

Mother's Day post

Emotion/s: Normal...

Current Song: Mama by Spice Girls

We had Mother's Day a couple of days ago. A very special day dedicated to our mothers be they still alive or already upheaven. They're the one who brought us into this very world, they taught us everything and protected us from harm.

In Islam, our beloved Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) reminded us about to love our mothers as he mentioned about it 3 times to one of his friends long time ago. A man came and asked him, "Who should respect most?" The Prophet answered, "Your mother". And again the man asked the same question, and the Prophet said, "Your mother". He asked again, and again our beloved Prophet answered, "Your mother". For the fourth time the man asked, then the Prophet said, "Your father."

-Hadith from Bukhari & Muslim-

That's how big the honor for the mothers, as he mentioned. Our mother sacrificed a lot of things just to let us grow. I did wrote a poem specially for Mother's Day. The title is "Remain Unchanged" and can be read at my deviantart page, http://gypsydres.deviantart.com .

Mother's sacrifes and love can never be replaced. Love our mothers and take good care of them as if they took care of us since we were little.

Saturday, May 02, 2009

Happy 23rd Birthday posting

Emotion/s: Normal, a lil moody with a second of smile...

Current Song: Thunderbird by T.M Revolution

Happy 23rd, Khair... Look at you now! Same old guy, nothing much changed (yeah...). Ever since last year LOTS of change I've been through...

1. Moody
2. Cried even more often
3. Lonely even more

...but hey! I'm feeling better at least since I don't need to experience anymore so-called love thingy. What I experienced are just pain and better for me to be just alone for now. With friends scattered and busy, I now love to watch the enviroment and people around with their acts and see things move.

Girlfriends? Yeah, I'm longing for love myself but then I need to resist the temptation since I'm lack of some important criteria and stuffs. In other words, I'm not that ready; like I do have the commitment but not the money... yet. So I have to wait. I'll meet my another part soon, insyaAllah. God speed that, and by that time guess I'll be ready.

... and thank you Janice for being a good friend. It's been a while since I have a new one. :-D

My workplace? I have quite a good workplace, premise and colleagues. Yeah, takes time to really get to use in the crowd and I often eat lunch by myself. Haha! Well, maybe soon. Yeah, I'm slow but even a slow river can turn to sea, right? Thanks to them for teaching me lotsa stuffs, and extra thanks for my dear unit chief, Siew Yoke Wah for her wisdom. :-)

One thing that I value most; inner peace. With all the God-knows-how-painful-and-unfair-life-is I'm having all these years... but I'm feeling grateful and not really that needy on a lot of things and matters. What God gives to me is actually enough and it's just a mere test. I know that God won't let His servants went on unrewarded. The tougher the test, the bigger the reward. :-)

Alhamdulillah, all praise goes to You.

♠/MY Green Personalities

Khair a.k.a Gypsydres
Talks as much as he observes
As emo as his gh3ys.
Hard as rock and twice as sensitive :)

♣/ The Green Hobbies

Anime, manga, games~~
Cosplay~~ (just started)
Writing poems and stuffs
Reading stuffs
Slacking :p
Chatting (I'm talkative XD)
ParaPara Paradise
Initial D arcade (not pro) ^^"

...and the rest you ask yourself.