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Saturday, May 02, 2009

Happy 23rd Birthday posting

Emotion/s: Normal, a lil moody with a second of smile...

Current Song: Thunderbird by T.M Revolution

Happy 23rd, Khair... Look at you now! Same old guy, nothing much changed (yeah...). Ever since last year LOTS of change I've been through...

1. Moody
2. Cried even more often
3. Lonely even more

...but hey! I'm feeling better at least since I don't need to experience anymore so-called love thingy. What I experienced are just pain and better for me to be just alone for now. With friends scattered and busy, I now love to watch the enviroment and people around with their acts and see things move.

Girlfriends? Yeah, I'm longing for love myself but then I need to resist the temptation since I'm lack of some important criteria and stuffs. In other words, I'm not that ready; like I do have the commitment but not the money... yet. So I have to wait. I'll meet my another part soon, insyaAllah. God speed that, and by that time guess I'll be ready.

... and thank you Janice for being a good friend. It's been a while since I have a new one. :-D

My workplace? I have quite a good workplace, premise and colleagues. Yeah, takes time to really get to use in the crowd and I often eat lunch by myself. Haha! Well, maybe soon. Yeah, I'm slow but even a slow river can turn to sea, right? Thanks to them for teaching me lotsa stuffs, and extra thanks for my dear unit chief, Siew Yoke Wah for her wisdom. :-)

One thing that I value most; inner peace. With all the God-knows-how-painful-and-unfair-life-is I'm having all these years... but I'm feeling grateful and not really that needy on a lot of things and matters. What God gives to me is actually enough and it's just a mere test. I know that God won't let His servants went on unrewarded. The tougher the test, the bigger the reward. :-)

Alhamdulillah, all praise goes to You.

♠/MY Green Personalities

Khair a.k.a Gypsydres
Talks as much as he observes
As emo as his gh3ys.
Hard as rock and twice as sensitive :)

♣/ The Green Hobbies

Anime, manga, games~~
Cosplay~~ (just started)
Writing poems and stuffs
Reading stuffs
Slacking :p
Chatting (I'm talkative XD)
ParaPara Paradise
Initial D arcade (not pro) ^^"

...and the rest you ask yourself.