Current Song: None

Nothing much happened these days. Normal work days, same old stuffs...

.. and I miss her very much. <3

Comic Fiesta is just around the corner and I haven't managed to do (or buy) anything just yet. Waiting for my paycheck, and it'll be around late as usual. Oh well...

Current Song: None

I'm kinda speechless about yesterday. I think it's almost time for me to say enough of all this nonsense. I just wish you can understand how does it feel to be in my shoes, my friend...

I don't wanna bring this up anymore. I bet this particular band sounds good without a keyboardist who can't really play a single song. Whatever stays in the band, stays. I hope this won't ruin our friendship, if you think it is, it might be your own immaturity, sorry to say that.

Yesterday after the whole mess, I went straight back home, then had dinner, bath and prayers, and straight crashin' to my bed struggling to sleep, fighting to stabilize myself mentally.

I woke up with a fever while facing the residue of yesterday. I'm so in need of a therapy I guess.

Current Song: 1/3 Junjou Na Kanjou by Siam Shade

Currently practising over the particular song above, since this afternoon we'll be having extra time on jamming session, and heard that it'll gonna be a mini recording session. Oh God, I'm so not really prepared for this (as in some songs, including this one. It's a hard one.)

Yesterday there was supposed to have this event at Sg Wang, a comic convention by Art Square, famous for the Gempak comic. Haven't been there for ages and I thought of paying a visit but household chores chained me down. Oh well, responsibilities...

During the night, we all gather at our usual spot at Wangsa Maju area. Hang out, sharing stories from the event. I replied her texts late during that time. I'm so sorry...

Dear Miss A went back to her hometown last morning, bought her ticket the night before. All I can say is I missed the moments. It was.... so nice. ;)

Hope that she'll have fun there, meeting her family, siblings and all. This time she'll be watching Puss in Boots with her family :D hope they all having fun with that.

...

She made me read back our first messages. I dived down to the depth of my handphone's inbox. Read back from early till the part where I confessed to her that I love her. It was somehow kinda foolhardy for me but somehow I found strength to say it (via sms) d'uh...

Come to think of it again, it was love at the first sight. Alhamdulillah, Thank God for meeting us together. :)

I love you too, Miss A****H :) I really do.

Have fun with you family. Can't wait to see you again. Miss you. <3

Emotion/s: Happy, Alhamdulillah...

Current Song: Submarine Street (live 2005 ver.) by Fukuyama Yoshiki

Got a call from Brighton Management in late afternoon, called me for an interview later at 4pm. Alhamdulillah, God has given me another chance. XD Will do my best. InsyaAllah...

Dear A, your name means The Very Knowledgeable Light/ The Very Generous Light. Indeed my dear, you are a blessing :) What a good name your parents gave you.

Met her for a short while, but... yeah, I miss her... ;)

This is a short post. I have to get ready for the interview. It's still hours away but I have to be mentally prepared for this.

This was yesterday.

Current Song: Submarine Street (Acoustic) by Fire Bomber

Sorry for the song. Just love it to bits. Been listening to it since 2003/2004.

I woke up after an hour sleep God knows why...

That lovely lady came by again last evening, surprisingly since she didn't text me earlier (or to be precise, the telco server being funny at the moment). She came with a piece of paper, written by heart and a strawberry candy. To that wonderful Miss A, it was sweet.

Reminiscence of those days where I used to draw, paint and stuffs.... I wasn't much of such artist, in fact my drawings were, how would I say this.... basic. Even less than that.

I was fond of writing until now...

December will be the month for me to cut my hair (waiting for my paycheck, obviously) It's not that I like to keep it long but yeah, I'm kinda lazy but somebody's there to remind me ;)

Here's the piece that she wrote... (original)

Thanks for the thoughts. :)

.... critical?

Current Song: How Deep is Your Love by Take That

Kinokuniya was flooded with customers and to make things worse, some colleagues couldn't make it today. Double the energy, double the efforts, I ended up getting really exhausted. Like it or not I had to push myself.

Anyway that afternoon I managed to see my friends, and some of them I haven't see in ages. I miss you guys very much. Let's hang out next time! :D

Seems like my darling A is in high spirits. Semangat gila. I like it. :D

... and reminded me of those days where I listened to Korean songs.

Kinda short post, since I'm tired like crap...

*crashes to the bed*

Emotion/s: Satisfied, happy & tired. Dead tired.

Been waiting to watch this movie since the trailer came out. Overall funny, great soundtrack and simple yet subtle storyline. One of the best movies this season worth for the whole family. The songs are still ringing in my ears. Makes me wanna go salsa and scream OLE! (... ok that's a lil too much hehehe...)

Hmm... trust me when I say I can't get enough of yesterday, as in spending time with her. Alas, her sister and her aunt bugged her to go back and we have to respect that. 9 hours being with her yesterday seems short but then, we're treasuring every moment.

Right after sending her back, I went waiting for one of my friends who joined us for the small party later at Ampang Park station. She picked me up from there then head straight to Taman Bahagia's SK Corner where some said the shisha there are one of the nicest around. So we arrived, greeted by some friends then some others came in group by group as we gradually join tables. My usual bunch along with some MMU gang made quite a party, merry meetup with shishas. Although I was tired but I had fun, and we all too, had fun. :)

... and happy birthday to my friend, Mogi! Wishing him all the best in everything. :D

I'd like to write more but I'm feeling tired. I need my sleep since I haven't get myself enough sleep for the past few days...

I would like to say thanks to Miss A for yesterday. It was sure tired but yes, I'm all happy with it and hope that you're happy too.

Te extrano, mi amor ;)

Lagu: Tiada lagu

Semalam aku & beberapa orang rakan pergi la merayap sebentar kat Chow Kit, nak browse barang2 yang bakal dibeli sebagai kostum untuk Comic Fiesta 2011 yang akan berlangsung di KLCC 17 & 18 Disember bulan depan. Jumpa jugak aku dengan jaket yang matching untuk karakter yang bakal aku bawa tetapi akibat fulus yang tidak mencukupi, aku terpaksa batalkan hasrat untuk beli. Nampaknya bulan depan kena la rushing beli & modify benda alah tu. InsyaAllah sempat kalau aku tak menggedik dok depan PC lama2. Hehe...

Kepada adinda Miss A yang ku kasihi, nampaknya hari ini & esok kekanda akan bekerja shift petang. Maka tak berjumpa la kita. Tapi takpe, jika keadaan hari sabtu ni mengizinkan, boleh la kekanda temankan adinda mencari baju & maybe tengok wayang, insyaAllah. Kalau tak dapat, maka bukanlah rezeki kita pada hari itu.

Senangnya hati bila dapat ajak Miss A join dinner malam semalam bersama kami di Restoran Chop & Steak, Kampung Baru, KL. Dekat je dengan rumah dia :)

Sekarang rasa rindu pula... ;)

Hmm... apa lagi? Aku berdoa agar si dia & keluarganya tenang & gembira selalu, dan semoga dia dapat membiasakan diri di tempat kerja baru :) Sabar ya sayang... :)

Baiklah, sampai di sini sahaja. Wassalam...

Current Song: No song played

First of all, I would like to say sorry to dear Miss A because I reached home late and couldn't chat with you online. :( Mom got out late, we arrived late, and yeah, too late. Sorry again and missed you so much.

I owe you an ice cream for this :)

Anyway, Alhamdulillah since she gets the job, and this morning was her first day of working. So far things went fine. Glad to know that. I'm happy for her.

... and you know what, Miss A? I miss you. :) Wishing you safety at your new workplace as well.

At last the book I've ordered cam to Kinokuniya several days ago, only managed to bought it in late afternoon. It's the sequel from MEG, The Trench by Steve Alten. Haven't read it yet means review can wait. ;)

You're tricky, you kinda can read my mind, you're sweet and I can't get enough of you. ;)

Current Song: I'll Be Your Home by Rungran

Just got back from work and hanging out with some band members and friends...

Well, one of the first things when I get online just now beside facebook was checking out her blog. She posted twice yesterday, check 'em out and they're kinda cute. Feeling thankful to Allah for bringing us such providence. She managed to pass the interview and will start working next Monday. I'm feeling happy for her. :D

Anyway she got hers. Now I need to work off on getting a proper job. God help me.

Nothing much to say here. I've received Steve Alten's sequel for MEG, The Trench. Can't wait to read it. The book's stuck at CS counter so I'll pay for that soon.

To Miss A, we're still yet to know each other, and to know you in this moment is one of the best things I've ever had in my life. The more I know, the more I'm falling in love with you.

Forgive my melodramatic words, but it's just what I'm feeling. :)

Current Song: Heaven by Dj Sammy feat. Yanou

Well, today is our official day for being a couple (via facebook) although only God knows when it really started ;) Alhamdulillah...

Read her entry just now. It was sweet. I understand from what she's been saying before of never find perfection since nobody is perfect, and human beings are created to fix whatever flaws that each other have in order to improve each other. :)

A short post since I'm starting to get sleepy again. Miss A should know that I'm missing her by now ;)

Currrent Song: Nur Kasih by Yasin

This morning I went to Shah Alam area, nearby LCCT to be exact, accompanying this lady. She wanted to reconfirm the route from Central Market to the place back & forth using RapidKL bus U81. It was a fun ride. Sounds like our first date (yes it is d'uh!).

Thanks to dear Miss A for the light breakfast. Nothing wasn't special about it. I appreciate it very much. :)

Got to know each other, telling stuffs, exchanging info (damn my words are lame...). It's been a while since I got to date a girl (obvious!)...

Nah... If I write down too much here I'll die blushing. HAHAHAHA!

... Changing language to bahasa (another post)...

Current Song: Submarine Street (Acoustic ver.) by Fukuyama Yoshiki

First of all, praise be to Allah, Alhamdulillah for everything. :)

To be honest, I'm feeling kinda speechless, come to think that some part of me got out of control earlier, helpless & just let those words blurt out...

Yet those words and everything said made me feel better.

Much.

It's a feeling that haven't been around for a very long period of time. A feeling that I've been longing for. Deep inside my heart, I knelt in defeat. The feeling that was long gone and now it makes me feel..... mortal. (Stop it! It sounds too melodramatic, melancholic!)

... yet I'm talking nonsense again.

A twist of fate, like she mentioned in her blog. Well, it's all in God's hand now. Everything happens for a reason, and as for this one, I...

... just wanted to thank Allah for everything. In blooming happiness we are, this is but another test from Him. Praying, and hoping that we'll always be steered away from sins, unwanted things and maintenance in our relationship, as in relationship with God, each families, everyone and last but not least, my relationship with her.

I dunno if this sounds too early but I think she's my answered prayers. Wallahualam.

Alhamdulillah once again :)

Emotion/s: Mixed feelings with a hint of happiness... a hint.

Current Song: A Thousand Mile by Vanessa Carlton

2 friggin' years since my last post. Been through some highs and lows and much to be think about. Honestly it's been a shame to see what I've becoming now comparing to my friends who manage to get themselves stable jobs, a good life and some of them even got married and have kids!

But then again it's what they've gained and it's from their efforts. God bless them.

Went back into my former workplace couple of months ago; same new old stuffs. Been there, done that and I'm tired off all the nonsense but nonetheless Alhamdulillah, praise be to Allah I managed to maintain my composure so far.

Some said that I'm not like what I used to be; cheerful, bubbly person now I barely talks to some people that I used to be close with. Don't get me wrong. They're still my friends, dear workmates but then again after I've been gone for a couple of years time has changed me, I guess.

So much to be said here but long story cut short:

Meg is a story of a U.S Navy deep-sea diver, Jonas Taylor who witnessed a living fossil during a classified research deep under the gorge of Mariana's Trench. He believed what he has seen was in fact a prehistoric sea predator, long thought to be extinct, Megalodon. He went to become a palaeontologist after to to prove its existence.

With helps from some old friends and rivals, they're embark in a mission to study nature's most terrifying killing machine while trying to survive the massacre done by the creature best forgotten (but it came, d'uh).

The story is quite fast-paced, and I'm kinda love this deep-sea horror genre since Kraken. :D

There's so much to be said yet I'm starting to get lazy to write more.

Anime, manga, games~~
Cosplay~~ (just started)
Writing poems and stuffs
Reading stuffs
Slacking :p
Chatting (I'm talkative XD)
ParaPara Paradise
Initial D arcade (not pro) ^^"

...and the rest you ask yourself.