Emotion/s: Hints of happiness, being grateful...
Current Song: Submarine Street (Acoustic ver.) by Fukuyama Yoshiki
First of all, praise be to Allah, Alhamdulillah for everything. :)
To be honest, I'm feeling kinda speechless, come to think that some part of me got out of control earlier, helpless & just let those words blurt out...
Yet those words and everything said made me feel better.
Much.
It's a feeling that haven't been around for a very long period of time. A feeling that I've been longing for. Deep inside my heart, I knelt in defeat. The feeling that was long gone and now it makes me feel..... mortal. (Stop it! It sounds too melodramatic, melancholic!)
... yet I'm talking nonsense again.
A twist of fate, like she mentioned in her blog. Well, it's all in God's hand now. Everything happens for a reason, and as for this one, I...
... just wanted to thank Allah for everything. In blooming happiness we are, this is but another test from Him. Praying, and hoping that we'll always be steered away from sins, unwanted things and maintenance in our relationship, as in relationship with God, each families, everyone and last but not least, my relationship with her.
I dunno if this sounds too early but I think she's my answered prayers. Wallahualam.
Alhamdulillah once again :)