Emotion/s: Normal, feverish, upset...
Current Song: None
I'm kinda speechless about yesterday. I think it's almost time for me to say enough of all this nonsense. I just wish you can understand how does it feel to be in my shoes, my friend...
I don't wanna bring this up anymore. I bet this particular band sounds good without a keyboardist who can't really play a single song. Whatever stays in the band, stays. I hope this won't ruin our friendship, if you think it is, it might be your own immaturity, sorry to say that.
Yesterday after the whole mess, I went straight back home, then had dinner, bath and prayers, and straight crashin' to my bed struggling to sleep, fighting to stabilize myself mentally.
I woke up with a fever while facing the residue of yesterday. I'm so in need of a therapy I guess.