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Thursday, December 29, 2011
2012 Resolutions and thoughts

Emotion/s: Tired, normal...

Current Song: Mr. Saxobeat by Alexandra Stan

(this song is so not matching to the stuffs I'm gonna post)


Days went off normal; Work, hangout, workout, stuffs... but it'll be incomplete without keeping in touch with her ;) Our relationship.. Alhamdulillah, so far so good. I'm enjoying her company.

...but come to think of my relationship to my real love, Allah the Creator of all...

...

... I need to improve ESPECIALLY on daily prayer basis, which I'm a total failure when comes to it.


"Almighty Allah, please forgive your insignificant servant here T_T Please forgive everybody else as well. Grant us your love and protection for now till hereafter. Amin."


2012 is around the corner. Resolutions? Same old stuffs but with a lil update:

1. Gonna keep improving my relationships; Allah, families, animals (especially cats), neighbours, friends and everybody else.

2. Lessen the swearing, profanities and other craps that comes out from my mouth.

3. Buff myself up. I need a major physical overhaul, not because I'm fat, it's because I'm kinda skinny.

4. Get a stable job, stable income and a stable life enough to move on. InsyaAllah...

5. Learn & improve my keyboard/piano skills. If only the class time is fixed and no other things come in between...

6. Pay my dues as much & as fast as I can. InsyaAllah...

7. Cosplay even more, spend even less.


Last but not least, I hope whatever happen during the following year, I'll manage to handle it be it good or bad, and everything in the end I'll let the Almighty to handle, settle and decide. After all I'm just a puny servant who just doing my best in this world...

Signing off...

I love you, Afiqah. Take care and I wish you & those people you know stays good and prosper.


Monday, December 26, 2011
Continued from the last post

Emotion/s: Tired...

Current Song: None


"What is the significance of having a girlfriend?"

Dear A asked me on the way to drop me back home. I answered as my alarm clock, as my confidant, stuffs (sounds like Garfield)... I don't think any girl would like to hear that though but that's just in general.

I told her (words & sentences adjusted without changing the original meanings)...

God created Man in pairs, as in men & women to give each others' comfort & security.

What she said and written is actually true, as a friend, probably a little more. For me, that sentence alone covers deep in meaning which we're still far away to reach it...

InsyaAllah, one day when God says yes ;)

Personally I feel grateful for having her so far. Alhamdulillah...

I'm in need of a new job; stable yet secure. Good enough to cover the family's expenses. As the eldest of the siblings I have tons to carry, and lots that need to be done. God will lead the way and help those who are patient. InsyaAllah...

As for her, I'm just wishing her the best of health, providence and everything for her and the whole family.

Love you.


Saturday, December 24, 2011
The 2nd Movie Date

Emotion/s: Happy, tired..

Current Song: Rolling In the Deep by Adele


Had a date with my dear A, and we watched this movie to pass our time.


yay Jet Li!

...without the 3D.


Anyway I'll give the movie 5/10 by rate. Yes it was directed by Tsui Hark but then... hmm... The storyline's kinda messed up. Some scenes kinda happened too fast even though the surprise elements were, well, kinda surprising (... and confusing). Final battle was kinda awesome with flying stuffs and sandstorms. But then again it's just that all aerial fighting skills, bloods and all with WTF-kinda storyline. Oh well...

... but we had fun anyway ;)

Still missing you, and thanks for the time today.

Love you, Miss A <3


Saturday, December 17, 2011
Calm Before The Storm...

Emotion/s: Excited, anxious, giddy...

Current Song: JAP by Abingdon Boys School


Comic Fiesta 2011 in hours more. Gonna recycle my old costume since the last event since I had no idea what to cosplay as, and on a tight budget. Anyway on the 2nd day, this Sunday I'm gonna be a part of the Marvel team, as a member of the X-Men. Wait and see... ;)

A very short post of mine, and I have to sleep soon. Forget the excited feeling, I need to rest. I've been working my a** off to help over my soul sister's costume for day 2. A Marvel Comic's character too. Haha! Just wait for the pictures. :D

Off to sleep now *crashes onto the bed*

Oh yeah, dear Pqa I miss you :)


Monday, December 12, 2011
Work in Progress

Emotion/s: Tired, but satisfied, yet missing someone...

Current Song: Set Fire To the Rain by Adele


Worked in the morning and straight to my soul sista, Gems's place to finish up our costumes. My jacket's done, and I need to put on the red glass sheet on my glasses (how the heck am I gonna stick that on, I dunno...). Yet I need to help her finish up her costume. Thanks to her I managed to learn new stuffs on how to make props :D

... and while on that I was missing dear Miss A lots. :(

Gonna sleep back soon and will be heading back to Gem's to continue our stuffs. Here's a piece I managed to write on just now...


Me For You

Take my hand
Let me know what troubles you
Look at you
I can see those tears in your eyes
The feeling's welling deep inside
Your lips just won't say a word

You're afraid if my hands slipped off
And I walk away and gazed my eyes off you
You're afraid if I had enough
On the things we had before

Take my hand
Let me hold you tight
There's no need to end tonight
You know how much I love you
From the inside

I don't want to let you go
From all what we had before
All I want is you to know
That you had my heart
From long before

Don't worry me
I trust you
You'll always be in my heart
Keep a piece of me for you

And all I can say is that..

.. I love you


Tuesday, December 06, 2011
Another poem for her...

Emotion/s: Happy :)

Current Song: None


Met her today at Ampang Point as promised right after she finished her work, took a tour inside the building and we had a dinner date at Kampung Baru. :)

Nothing much to say here, just here's a piece in remembrance of her ;)



Love in 4-pieces


Tell me a story
Of an untold love
From an unknown time
Of this present

It was love
At the first sight
Long before we are here
Holding hands till now

When raindrops fall
And the night gets cold
Will you hold me
Stay by my side

Whisper me gently
At my ear
Tell me you love me
Sincerely...


Just to let you know that I miss you <3


Friday, December 02, 2011
Worried: A December Prologue

Emotion/s: Normal

Current Song: D-Tecnolife by UVERWorld


Long time no game with my fellow friends. :D


... and at the same time, I miss her <3


It's December, gonna be a hectic month' The season, Comic Fiesta, costume not done whatsoever @_@


Found out Miss A was sick, so I pray for her well being. :(


Wondering when will be our next date...


♠/MY Green Personalities
Khair a.k.a Gypsydres
Talks as much as he observes
As emo as his gh3ys.
Hard as rock and twice as sensitive :)


♣/ The Green Hobbies
Anime, manga, games~~
Cosplay~~ (just started)
Writing poems and stuffs
Reading stuffs
Slacking :p
Chatting (I'm talkative XD)
ParaPara Paradise
Initial D arcade (not pro) ^^"

...and the rest you ask yourself.



♠/Green Melodies


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com

♥/ Sweet Talks



♣/ Green Links

[[My DeviantArt]]
[[My Friendster]]
[[My Facebook]]

♦/ Green Friends

[[itsDEJAvu]]
[[Queenie]]
[[Lily]]
[[Chrissy]]
[[PingGuo]]
[[LadyVanity]]
[[Silvennia]]
[[Candy]]
[[Shida]]
[[Sherlyn]]

♥/ THE UNCHANGED

♠/ THAT Credits
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