Current Song: Kisah Hati by Alyah

Woke up in a sudden, well, not that sudden, I mean, the energy kicked in bit by bit...

Anugerah Juara Lagu 2012 is over. Hafiz AF7 won by the song of Awan Nano composed by M. Nasir and lyrics by Budi Hikayat. Not bad. Congratulations!

But then the song Kisah Hati seemed touching...

Just watched it at home and fell asleep at some points where I missed. Dang! But oh well... I'll watch the rest when the official video comes out on Youtube. Haha!

Hungry, but must refrain from having food in this hour

...

*looks at the tummy*

Oh, boy...

... and I missed my workout regime for like... 2 weeks?

Okay that's it, I'm going back to sleep...

Miss you.

Current Song: Heroes by The Wallflowers

Just finished the piano class...

Anyway last night some friends treated me on one of the best steak house at Ampang. Thanks a lot to Gems & Flame13th! Praying all the best for you guys.

Hurhurhur... no credit left for me to call or text out. Hard time is hard but anyway I'll walk to the nearest shop to get it.

Sorry for that, Miss A...

Technically I'm still feeling tired and sleepy, and come to think of that I think I just had enough rest. At the same time it happened that my friend the piano teacher told me that she wanna continue sleeping back at home right after the class. She's still tired because of Chinese New Year celebration last night, and in late afternoon she'll be going to some open house.

Supposed to be having a free-jam session this late afternoon but then need to see how. Sorry guys but you have to contact me in this first few hours.

Enough random babblings. I need to do something productive.

*snores*

Current Song: None

Thinking of quitting? Sure.

End of Story.

or

...

.. still can't do it? Do this.

Then face the boss.

Rest the case to the Almighty. InsyaAllah.

As for my side, I'm praying for your safety over this, and all the best to you, dear love. Sorry but I'm doing (and already did) the best I can in this issue. I bet you have already gained enough tips and advices from other people as well.

I understand that this seems like your first time doing all this in the real world. It's hard but YOU HAVE TO MAKE A MOVE or you'll stay, which I bet that you don't wanna stay.

The decision is yours.

Good luck.

p/s: I love you.

Current Song: What A Wonderful World by Louis Armstrong

Last night me & some colleagues went to watch this movie which just came out couple of days ago...

The story is about a boy who wanna decode some mysterious message came from a random radio signal while at the same time, looking for a place recalled from Jules Verne's novel, The Mysterious Island. Apparently Hank (Dwayne Johnson), the boy's guardian decoded the message and somehow found the location of the fabled place.

... and no I'm not spoiling a thing. GO WATCH IT! It's a pretty good movie, really.

This morning my dear A went back to her hometown, looking for comfort with her parents while trying to figure out how to get her out of her hell-hole workplace. Sayang, whatever decision you wanna make, it's best to consult your father. I bet he knows best. All I can do here is just pray for your safety & well-being, and ready to give a hand whenever needed. I'll do my best and I hope you too will do your best. Never forget that Allah s.w.t will help those who are patient in His test.

I miss you.

Emotion/s: Tired, half sleepy, half conscious

Current Song: X-Files Theme by Mark Snow

Been a while since the last update...

Anyway weeks ago, me & dear miss A went for a movie. Same movie watched with my friends a week after.

Not bad. The actions are quite superb. Storyline, so-so. The theme song is just so evergreen, so unforgettable. I missed the good ol' series. Rating 5/10.

When I watched it with my friends, I remembered and cherished the day I had it with miss A. Makes me misses you more. ;)

Had an interview at UOA building, Bangsar (again!) last week. Different company this time. It's some sort of financial consultant company. The interview was quite a success and I'm supposed to wait for their call this week. If they happened not to call means I need to check back to them.

Anyway, finished reading this novel adapted from a recently released game, Dead Island. A survival-horror game that's able to be played multiplayer via LAN/Internet. Reminds me much of Resident Evil franchise with total multiplayer team-up of Left 4 Dead series.

The story's kinda cool, although the game was kinda average by reviews (that's what I heard). Story of 4 people of different backgrounds met in an aeroplane came to Banoi island, called by certain organization that handle blood donation services (kinda like gameshow winners' prize of holiday). Kinda confusing from this part. Had no idea how to put it. You read yourself if you wanna know.

Then, that night a massive zombie outbreak started, infected the whole island overnight. The unlikely team of 4 joins up to survive the island while working out to get rescued.

Overall review, it's just another typical zombie story, only with more gore and violence. In some reasons this smells better than RE.

Right after that, time to catch up the 3rd book of Steve Alten's MEG saga...

I've read some reviews that this 3rd installation stinks. Guess I have to finish it to find out.

Okay, that's it for now. Think that my body's calling me back to sleep.

Last but not least, I just wanted to express that dear A, I love you so much. Hope that you can overcome the pressure. The working world is never really that welcoming at first but I pray that you'll be fine always. Stay safe, patience and leave the rest to Allah s.w.t.

Current Song: Creeping In My Soul by Cryoshell

Been like weeks since my last post. Things were normal these days, only some extra workouts.

I'll be having an interview at Bangsar today. The salary looks handsome enough for me. handsome amount of payment means it'll gonna be quite a workload. God help. If things go on smooth, I'll manage to collect and divide for capital for own business. Planning to open a hookah bar with some friend. Gotta help my family and paying those debts.

Not to forget; Zakat.

Well, today marks our 2nd month run in my relationship with miss A. Treasuring every second with her. Love her much. I'll do my best for us. InsyaAllah.

Random ramblings:

Anything can happen in a spot called workplace. Politics, stressful moments are staple. It happens every time. Used to take hits but then again it only made me more aware and groove up some maturity in certain issues. Takes a lot of patience. It's just a part of daily life, like it or not, we just have to endure it. If I can't take it, try to find a solution. I learned that running away isn't the best answer.

Currently I even tell everybody that I'm looking for a job. Even my boss knows that. She's even supporting me in this cause.

Oh well, time to hit the bed now. She's waiting in my dreams ;)

Emotion/s: Tired, a bit sad...

Current Song: Same like last post

Continuation from the last post, here's the movie that I had with my beloved ;)

I fell asleep in the middle of the show. Not because the movie was boring but I was tired like crap. Anyway I managed to watch some minutes of the beginning, fell asleep in the middle and woke up, continued to watch around 40 minutes before the show ends. Not so bad. Remixed songs were so catchy. XD

Somebody told me that I made mistake/s, which I had no idea that day. That person should tell me what was it rather than letting me to find it out myself. There must be something that I missed and I really need help on looking for it or else it'll haunt me forever, which I don't want to. I'm having lots in my hands already and I don't need another. Whatever it was, I'm sorry. It's just bothering when somebody told me that I made mistakes and never wanted to tell me what had I done.

A friend once said that don't expect any improvement if someone didn't remind somebody about his/her mistakes. We human beings can't remember everything.

I think that's enough for tonight. I'm not feeling so well and I need to be back at the bed.

As for dear miss A, I miss you so much. <3

Current Song: All It Takes For Your Dream To Come True by A Skylit Drive

2011 was a year of... I don't know how to put it but, it's kinda dull until some months before it's ended.

Literally hopped from one job to another; I started to work at the bakery On JANUARY till JUNE.

Quitted my job as a tutor on March...

Went back to Kinokuniya on August till now. Not to mention here some projects and small works throughout the year.

Anyway, for this year I'll do better. All I wanted is to be stable, in each and every aspect possible; time management, priorities between relationships & projects/works, and financial management as well. InsyaAllah...

A flower bloomed in my heart of maze on October ;) A surprise from dear God...

The most chaotic event of the year, Comic Fiesta 2011. In spite of all the troubles, new friendships, companionships and fellowships earned. In the end there were memories. :)

I just pray that everything will improve for good in 2012. InsyaAllah..

Anime, manga, games~~
Cosplay~~ (just started)
Writing poems and stuffs
Reading stuffs
Slacking :p
Chatting (I'm talkative XD)
ParaPara Paradise
Initial D arcade (not pro) ^^"

...and the rest you ask yourself.